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HEY HEY!

2007-05-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

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SUBJECTS 101!!!

2007-04-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

HERE GOES MY RANKING OF MY SUBJECTS:

MOST HATED:
1) PW
2) MATHS
3) PHYSICS
4)CHINESE
5)GP
6)LITERATURE
7)CHEMISTRY

ARGH!!!~~~

nevertheless complain gui complain, life still goes on... ... ... SO MOVE ON!!! jiayou bah!!!

btw chinese teacher leaving le... so sad... juz gotta know her more... onli taught us one month ley... sigh... 2nd best chinese teacher i ever had since i was born... ... ... weeeeee juz hope my results are good enuf to do her n mdm gao proud... ... ...

lalala... ... ... chiong bah!!! soon enuf june hols will arrive and allow us a great sigh of relief and off we go again preparing common test when sch reopens... ... ... :D

HEY!

2007-04-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

WARNING!!! THIS
BLOG IS NOT FOR THE FAINT HEARTED!!!
or should i say anti-green, anti-chemistry, anti-literature people.

assignments...

2007-04-18T23:34:00.000+08:00

things are piling up
due dates are closer than ever
essays required getting more n more
PW getting suckier... PI draft dued tml
i rush thru the nite for tt
hais... ... ...
sometimes really wonder did i make the right choice
but i believe God will make a way even if my decision was wrong i guess...
sigh...
some ppl say my blog abit sian cause all abt sch life...
so mayb i shld talk abt other stuff...
thinking of changin blogskinn n all but no time...
hais...

btw tryin to build up my fire once again
if the fire is not great enough how can it start spreading to others
it may even extinguish itself before lighting anything on flames
hence u muz start with urself
build up the foundation
stay rooted n not get easily swayed by things of the world
be strong n stable urself

FIRE UP!!!

"WHERE'S THE PASSION?!??" quoted from myra...
(hand gesture)

time...

2007-04-05T23:52:00.000+08:00

not much time to blog
dun even have time to come online lar
time is realli not on my side
but like wad we learn in chinese
muz make full use of little time we have in between
so as to keep up with the pace

schedule is rather hectic
with subjects getting heavier by the days
cca commitments startin to rise
chem olympiad getting tougher
lit gettin more in depth
physics getting more boring
maths getting more distant
weeeeeeeee
sometimes realli wish tt time would juz stop n let me rest
but nevertheless its impossible
but with God's strength i believe i can survive this!!!

btw 2 yrs of angel-mortal game
wonder how it will be like
interestingly mr wong plays tt game
hmmmmm
hope its gonna b fun
my ANGEL out there do ur work hor!
and my MORTAL u are indeed blessed to have me as ur angel :D
hahas

let us not neglect our friends too
though it mayb a hectic 2 yrs
but still i believe we can meet up to study rite?
hahas
let us not give up meeting one another
but spur and encourage one another every now n then :)
jiayou bah everyone!!!

term 2

2007-03-24T11:53:00.000+08:00

term 2 of sch started already
things are getting into full swing
lectures building up
workload piling up
time running out
real exhausted at times

one of the major question in my head rite now
is wad cca to join
really in a dilemma now
should i join an active cca for a good testimonial
or a slack one for more time for studying
hais...
wad i have in mind now is to join a club then a sport
be involved in the club and b in the top positions such as the president of the club
sports will be for me to be an active member
n can exercise!!! :D
for now thats the plan
but seems like it's gonna drain most of my time

n now i joined Chemistry Olympiad trainings liao
super fun
going at a superb pace
rather challenging
learn loads too
hopefully i get selected for the competition

a long term ahead:
lit diving into prose/drama
the book on Antony and Cleopatra
by Shakespeare
maths has plenty of tutorials to tackle
n daunting topics such as functions...
physics also seems rather sian
hopefully new tutor will be great...
chem seems okay though
with my CT, mr wong
being my chemistry tutor
hahas
and once again i m the chemistry rep of the class :P
GP, PW n CL all seems so-so bah

need to start to manage my time well
balancing church,cell grp, studies, cca, family, sch, myself, my qt...
Looooooooooooooooooooooooooong year ahead!

moving on...

2007-03-16T10:56:00.000+08:00

many things happened recently
holidays really packed
lets see

Monday:
went back bbss choir
go see see
they had "camp"
hahas
yar then played some games with them
half way received msg from joys abt conference at nite
so went rushing down to church
the conference was great
first time hear a sermon based on earthquake!
so kool lar
v impact-ful too

Tuesday:
reached ps earlier than the other 2
jiahui reached first before chenchuan
we then moved down to the fish n co
glass house de
jiahui suggest de say got atmosphere :P
anyway the meal was great
v filling
super delicious too! :D
n above tt all xiao niu paid for us!!!
hahas
since he promised us the meal de :)
feel so bad...
after tt went kinokuniya at taka
took ages to find the Shakespeare section
n soon it was time to go
rushed down to MOE for interview
it was for the oversea attachment programme
cc pei me down providing me moral support
n into MOE i went
the most splendid place i have been to yet
had to surrender i/c to security for visitor pass
then the lift was superb high tech like tt lar
u press the floor u wan go before u board the lift
n the machine will signal which lift u taking
n inside the lift no have anything for u to press de
hahas
real amazing
then into the waitin room before the interview
waited quite some time
then it was my turn
n the questions they ask r super abstract
what is science?
lets narrow down, what is chemistry?
what do u know about research?
and it goes on... ...
soon it was over
went with cc to westmall for a cup of drink
before making my way down for day2 of the conference
it was the last day of ignite conference
really great experience
2nd day back home late...

Wednesday:
cg outing
but no many ppl are able to make it
but nevertheless we had fun
Beitris, Kimberly, LiLin, Jessica, WanYu, HaoXun all turned up
the 2 guys inclusive of me were late
hahas
anyway had lunch at taka before moving to singapore shopping centre to play pool
queue was long so we had to wait for our turn
n hence we moved to play arcade at ps :D
had fun playing
after we got the call we went back to play pool
long time no play le
rather enjoyable
then it was time for dinner
real stupid for us to run around seeing got seats for 7 at diff places
we ended up at swensen's where it was so ex tt it spoiled our mood
we still had a so-so dinner
a great day overall
would really miss u guys if we end up in different classes
crys T_T

Thursday:
went down to eunos to meet my uncle
met up with his colleagues too
spent time choosing the 2nd hand chairs for me n my sis
also had lunch together with them
learnt something, tt is that it's important to find friendly colleagues in the workplace
hahas
ya anyway stayed home the rest of the day

Friday:
preparing to go out to watch movie
with daryl n turt
dunno whu else going
ya tts it for now i guess...
sch reopening soon
sigh...

2nd Orientation... :(

2007-03-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

so sorry for not blogging recently
just cant find the time
so yeah here to blog
back track a little alright
here goes:

when the posting results were out
we pon class to go see results
most can stay
some sadly couldnt
n of all ppl Roy couldnt get back in
argh!
y isit always the most painful
when ppl closest to u cant continue to be around u
sigh
realli bad feeling
the day is so sad that i couldnt remember much of it
seems like tremor happened tt dae too
twice
once when we were playing cards
then alicia was totally amusing
cause she tot we lying to her
til she saw ppl in cafe evacuating
hahas
2nd time it shook only left me, chin yan n lilin
joshua, abdul n aaron were in the cc too
after the 2nd tremor the school dismissed
to allow ppl to check the safety of the building
some ppl were doing there SPA lar
so stoopid

n soon it was first orientation
back to wif first orientation ppl
whom i actually not v close with
so is totally awkward
since we know each other by name
but dun really know each other tt well
left sch earlier after GP aptitude test
went for pm at church office
btw the orientation was totally horrible
did everything over again
n its sooooo boring lar

so its todae
went sch still cause qin ching got go too
but pon at the very start
qin ching n me manage to sneak past the guard n out the main gate we go
beitris, haoxun n alicia got out eventually dunno how
then we went mac for breakfast
we had a long dae outside sch
at town with roy's accompaniment
played bowling n all
had great fun
real enjoyable dae
went back sch in the evening for the lit trip talk
left sch with chin yan
hahas
most enjoyable day since a long time

tml is the finale
should to going bah
need submit forms too
should be going off earlier too
hahas

starting to miss the old class
S06 rocks!
though it maybe very separated
but still we bonded rather well
must have cg outing soon!!!
hahas

though there is parting of ways but i believe its just the beginning and our paths will intertwine again someday~

Last few days...

2007-03-02T20:23:00.000+08:00

1st intake going to end le
its a great 2 months that has past
made new friends
learn new stuff
really got to enjoy n experience jc life
had great fun
actually not looking forward to 2nd intake
cause the class now is great
at least there are ppl i can click with
now 2nd intake most likely change of classes
moreover i m still overwhelm by which subject combi to take
really scared i will regret my decision yet again
argh
God plz guide me thru!!!

next week will be the posting results
dunno if people are able to stay on in SA
hopefully they do!
hahas
i m gonna miss all the ppl in class
even the teachers if i changing class
really hope we will remain in contact even after separating
cherishing the time we have left
which is actually one more day lar

things happen btw father n i
hopefully things get cleared up soon
still wanna go sch in taxi de
btw must really get rid of oversleeping
argh
do i blame it on the alarm or wad
hais
must learn to sleep earlier too!
hehex
k la gtg le
not v early, must go sleep :P

photos galore :D

2007-02-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

decided to put all current photos into my blog :)
just this sudden urge :D
here goes...

chemistry periodic table- look carefully v special de

thanks to Alicia for this nice periodic table

07s06 class photo

07s06 rox!

dear roy roy aka po striking a post before x-country
hahas

cookie making at my hse
daryl, hueyting, jiahui n yuzhen were there
cookies were for the outing the next day
hippo cookie :D

e1 outing to east coast park!
magnificient sandcastle n scenic sea
had great time cycling n blading
lots of injuries tt dae though

ushering in the year of the Piggy

OINKS!

thanks for the key chain gladys

that's all for now... oinks!
tired piggy signing off... grunts!
ZzZzzZzzzZzzzz

Physics or Economics?

2007-02-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

days in SAJC are great fun
enjoying everyday with 07s06
but seems like everyone is dreading the arrival of 2nd intake
for all u know ppl are leaving for green pastures
n changes in subject combi n input of new students
most likely we will change classes losing ppl in class
so sad la... really cant seem to let go of this enjoyable class
hopefully we can cherish what's left of the 1st intake

anyway bought SAJC uniform today
i looked so funny in it
the tie is kool though
thinking of buying textbooks but should wait for the posting results la

rather distracted lately
the subject hovering in my mind these days
is that whether i should drop my current H2 physics n take up H2 econs
seems like a big choice for me to make
argh
hopefully i can sort it out soon
hate the feeling of that u may regret ur decision made
sigh...

interest(econs) or practicality(physics)?
which one stands?
which one should i choose?
economics is challengingly interesting to me
rather self motivated to read up on it
n it seems rather relevant to current affairs n stuff
good general knowledge actually
physics is dead boring for me
but seems like it will aid my chemistry career/studies
n also more opportunity to be with current class
if u have any advice/opinions for me,
feel free to shoot it out,
it will be appreciated if u guys could tell me!
either directly or indirectly :D
thanks.

til next time...

Glory and all honour goes to God!

2007-02-09T02:10:00.000+08:00

went SAJC being a good student
didn't skip the lessons today
quite amazingly the school's JC1 population today is cut down to a mere one quarter
had lots of videos n presentation during assembly
was about scholarships, total defense, blood donation, etc.
overlapped into civics and even into our break
went for GP
teacher did nothing
she let us watched a movie clip about India's youth whatever
half the class which is all that came got bored
so we started chatting and talk about everything under the sun
then it was maths
ms sim wanted to teach ap, gp
but we persuaded her to just chat
she talked about taking H3 maths
which dun really concerns me...
hahas

anyway so all the bbss ppl went off excluding ben ho
as in for those who came school la
so basically it was just four of us
ying ying, huey ting, wan yu n me
vivien from cjc joined us on the bus halfway
we then got down to bukit timah to buy bread
from the famous shop featured on tv before
the bread was cheap for a restaurant [mini one though]
bought quite a significant amount and we went to school
we started getting anxious as we approached bbss
met the rest of the 4e1'06 ppl in the canteen
chatted n eat a bit before going back to our old class outside de bench
we settled there n then my eyes started to hurt
rubbed n contact lens dropped out
took out the other one n wore back my glasses
sigh thought today can wear contact lens de
but anyway eyes itched
but before it became unbearable i was tearing
after the conversation with Gladys n yuzhen
we went to a corner n prayed
it was great calming us down drastically
then it was the time

in we go into the hall
on the way mrs quek tapped me n say " well done!"
that was totally scary lar
hopefully it was up to expectations
went in sat down
the whole briefing begin with ms diana chasing ppl out
those breaking the sch rules
it continued on with some pointers on the JAE
then it was the overview of the cohort by mrs kee
it was rather revealing making us more or less closer to knowing our results
then it was the top scorers
so here goes the 5 distinctions...
then the 6 distinctions...
then the ppl with 7 distinctions...
to my utter disappointment my name was not yet shown
i gave up... praying hard it wouldn't be too bad a result...
then the top 4 with 8 distinctions...
Leong Mun Kidd A1-5 A2-3
woah! utter shock! surprise n yet ecstatic!
me? is it me? my goodness it's me!!!
i was over the moon
it was totally unexpected
or should i say much much better than expected
was thinking about getting 10 or at best 9
the results was then given out by the principal directly to us
so we went up stage n took it
still in state of wonderment
came down n started peeping into the envelope
L1R5 - 7!!!
a single digit of 7!
this is like a dream come true
miraculously i got:

A2- English [totally unexpected]
A1- Combined Humans [better than expected]
A1- E Maths
A2- A Maths [a hint of slight disappointment]
A1- Chemistry
A1- Physics
A2- Biology [all thanks to God and the last min tutor of mine, kum yong]
A1- Chinese [all thanks to mdm gao]

totally awesome
if not for divine intervention i will never have these kind of results
really thank God for everything
i was really lost for a moment
its like everyone was getting their results too
some good some bad
people started crying n calling
i tried but couldn't console anyone
was really proud
hopefully it did bring glory to God
had people congratulating me
really wanna thank God for it lor
if not for Him i may not be able to achieve such results
How Great is our God!

great to find out that those in my CG did not too bad n are intending to stay in SA!!!
hahas
went talked to ms seah
took photos
then went to wm with a handful of them for dinner
had kfc
chatted and i believe we enjoyed ourselves

went back home then started feeling vexed
now the question is to stay in SA or to move on
but i believe i m called to stay in SA
so now thinking about to take on scholarship anot
if so which one? if not why not?
going bonkers...
anyway i pray that God will guide me through my decision making
need some directions here
like what Roy says "For once, good results are a dilemma"
hahas
but who cares still got quite sometime
so ya let us relax bah
anyway going to have a packed weekend/ break ahead
rather all planned out
hopefully i will not be too drained...

thank God for everything for everything has a purpose =D

day b4 o level results

2007-02-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

last day before the results are out
totally enjoyable day
had a terrific PE lesson
enjoyed myself totally
played captain's ball
was the catcher for quite a while
hahas
realize i can catch the ball better than i expected
our team won! weee
great team dynamics
the weather was lovely too

then had break
before going for lit
where we watched some movie clips
was about ancient Greek mythology
it was good just that everyone was so sleepy
that we didn't pay much attention

had an exciting debate in GP lesson after that
was the second speaker for the preposition team

had physics lecture which was basically revision of the last
the lessons today were very slack

then it was chemistry tutorial
i volunteered to explain all the questions
in order for the class to slack for the period
got back chem test results
highest was full marks 20/20
but was not me la
got 15 only la
a bit disappointed but at least got A la
eligible for H3
hopefully i maintain or even better improve!!!
hahas
the day ended with a chat with mdm lee
the talk was great
at least i realize there is no need to take physics for chemistry course in university
then on the way back with wanyu, tingying n hueyting
rather convinced that i should drop physics and take economics
hopefully its not another wrong decision
got contact lens before getting home

so on with the results tomorrow
i think i dun care le la
wad will come will come
n i believe God will bring us through it
if He brings us there
hahas
anxiety n worry achieves nothing
will worry add an hour to the day?
or change any thing?
i think not bah
actually i more worried about choosing the right combinations during the 2nd intake
hahas
k la feel i m gonna miss my class
07s06
getting to love my cg more n more each day
although we may not be very united
but i do enjoy each n everyone's presence everyday
really scared of separation
but all good things will come to an end right?
hahas
let us look forward to wad is to come bah!~

weeeee... ...

2007-01-24T19:28:00.000+08:00

updating on jc life
hmmm
tired these few daes
fell sick the day b4 yesterdae
now almost recovered le
thank God!
todae cca day
went for culinary n homemaking club
chose tt over dance
hopefully i didnt make the wrong choice
hmmm
dance juz too taxing le
somemore jc life seems too tough a regime
to focus on taxing ccas
anywae hopefully i make the right choice
the teachin also v fast
topic by topic juz zooms past
physics abit tough
luckily teacher interesting
even more animated than mr quek lar
chem is okie
the extra researches seems interestin
maths is totally horrible
especially my o level maths/a maths not superb de
argh wish i can get thru it
lit is fun
full of life
most enjoyable le bah
mayb after chem
hahas
gp nid research n i cant seem to find anything online
chinese rather crappy
but good tt mdm gao did a gd job
laying foundation for us
hahas overall jc life v hectic lor
but fun i guess :)
like ppl say:
xi guan jiu hao
used to it can liao :)

technology or money, which one more evil?

2007-01-10T22:21:00.000+08:00

angst envy jealousy floats up in my mind
why why why i ask
pure evil, unfair, injustice
why is things goin this way?
money money money why is it so important
phone phones latest phones why is it in this world
why m i living in this time n age,
where competition to stay up with the latest fashion is a must?
i dunno why n dunno how
why m i feeling this way
agony, fustration, unrighteous fury cogging up the inner most part of me
hot blood gushin here n there
making me jump everywhere
stoopid trend n influence
peer pressure of every sort
why mus there b ever changin technology
making life difficult for youngsters not earning bucks
unspeakable terrible feeling stucked in me
but i noe all i nid to do is tell to God
for God will provide n he answers all prayers
calm me down right here n now
going bonkers soon enuf...

SAJC

2007-01-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

sorry all readers for not posting for so long
kk first 3 months started
n here i go to SAJC!!!
weeeeee
long awaited
orientation was kool
lazi blog le but v enjoyable
though open up slow
but had fun
OG 24 rawks!
we have an awesome OGL too!
Zelda!
hahas
our kingdom NERMELHA is HOT RED!
won best mascot
hahas
tobasco sauce
weeeee!
SAINTS ALLUME all the way!
cheers, mass dance, fun, dirty games, tiredness, exhaustion, long travelling time
all these filled up the 3 daes of orientation
got into CHEM, PHY, MATHS n h1 Literature
weeeeee at last got to study lit!
hahas
lecture started
everything's kool
yar basically fine lar...
the plus thing is its a christian college
meaning i get to have chapel fortnightly
morning worship daily
hahas. yar ttz it for now.
more to come...

06 ending bringing forth 07

2006-12-28T00:47:00.000+08:00

merry belated xmas!
hahas abit late i noe
but too busy these few daes

23.12 -xmas bash
started working in church in the morning
prepared the food n deco
did lots of stuff
missed out cell grp
the 4th consecutive time le
went for service
the drama, dance n everything was great
media n ushers was terrific
too bad i missed out again
4th time also
missed out on the sermon
sigh
whu ask me in catering
hahas no lar its worth it
went down help out
food was great
got popcorn, different kuehs, biscuits
v nice jiu correct le
hahas
spent time givin out pressie
so fun
realli like santa la
aniwae got to clean up at the end
super tiring lar
but if not we clean up whu will
hahas
pack up til 12 plus sia
bro RX send us home
hehex
had great time serving
weeeeee

24.12 -countdown to xmas
25.12 -at andy's house
went out on 24th
go vivo
was wif lp, celia, doti
had lunch/dinner at yoshinoya
mood abit bad like everyone v sian
then lopez came in with a bang
scare me until like wad lar
hahas
then wei yan joined
followed by andy then yingying
window shopped here n there
then celia go nike find job
after spent time shopping
cc liu joined us after his work
then had dinner/supper/deserts at banquet
then went off to andy house
preparin to taunt over the nite
hahas
rested on bus
then at his house the guys go play guitar
almost like having cell grp
took turns to do QT
then slowly ppl started goin home
doti n cc went first
wif celia n lopez going wif them
then the rest of us send lp home
met the 2 on the way
bought snacks from 7 eleven
then go back played abit of cards
ppl started knockin out
at the end onli weiyan n ying survived wif out sleepin
me rested abit then joined them
we 3 talked til day break
had great time chattin
weeeee
aniwae abt 7 woke everyone up
then we marched down to mac 4 breakfast
hahas
saw lester there
lalala
so it was xmas
the rest of the dae i slept

26.12 -packed my room
27.12 -continuing to pack
pack my room
whole dae
super tired continued on til nxt dae
2 daes stayed at home pack

28.12 -todae
meet cc n jiahui at wm
passed them pressie
spent time catchin up wif them lor
afternoon went tutor gladys chem
didnt go thru much
but covered abit basics lor
went home after tt

long weekend ahead
tml meetin up wif a couple of ppl
then sat got church
sun til mon chalet
so yeah...
new year's coming!!!

back from YI CAMP

2006-12-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

heys back from camp
exhausted
great encounter wif God
n my tribe ABRAHAM won!
wow!
first time jiu win le ley
hahas
great camp
learn lots of stuff
speaker ps paul gerling was good
media, usher n zac3 were awesome
the sch fmss also great
great campus
nice hall to sleep in
everything is good lor
hahas
food too! our own catering do de mar!
hehex
lalala
spent todae preparin for tml's deco
involved in xmas preparation
whole dae at church
no time to buy gifts lar
sigh
but at least got to serve God
weeeeee
hopefully everything turns out fine tml
muz start praying le
waaaaah
kk long dae tml
nid rest early
aniwae situation at home abit bad
father sayin i so busy in church
too involved le
aiya also dunno le lar
dun wan him to affect my mood
argh kk dun tok abt it le
IT's X-MAS!!! :)

updates

2006-12-18T02:59:00.000+08:00

yesh u've guessed it
got into first 3 months SAJC science
info provided by laypeng
cause is she help me check de
thanks lp!
aniwae hmmm seems like i shld stick wif SAJC bah
lalala
another thing
i tink i shld stick to cafe ministry bah
seems okie
todae sort of first dae at work
seems fine
we shld start serving from small things :)
still tinkin of tuition ministry
but aniwae concentrate on cafe first bah
esp wif upcoming xmas bash
weeeeeeee gonna b busy
hahas
yupp nxt yr shld b helpin the sec 4s bah
lalalala
ttz it for now :)

loads happened...

2006-12-18T02:45:00.000+08:00

kk here goes
hmmm went Thailand again with family
did shopping in bangkok
loads of shopping
so eh summarize all
shopped at MBK n Platinum
massive shopping centres
cheap too
hehex
got loads of clothes
then had few daes at rayong
another part of Thailand
the beaches were great
went to an island call Koh Samed
expensive cause tourist filled place
but i got to experience jet ski!
was way kool
got overturn somemore
hehex
excitin hor
yar
bought souvenirs
if i forget u sorry hor
forgive me
enjoyed myself
aniwae back le
now preparin go YI camp
2 weeks no go church seems miss out quite a lot
but aniwaes goin camp le
sure have fun
wanna experience more of God
weeeeeeeeee
hahas
jiayou orh everyone!
stir it up in our hearts Lord~

BACK... Hi S'pore, Bye Thailand!

2006-12-08T11:12:00.000+08:00

woah im back
time realli flies
9 daes passed le
hmm much of things happened
truly impacted thru this MT
had great fun
the team was kool
got to know quite some ppl
bonded well
saw many salvations n healings
im convicted tt miracles do happen
hahas
got to open my self up
got to know myself better too
encountered spiritual attacks
learn to b prayerful
a realli fufiling trip
weeeeeeeeeee
made new friends
learnt thai
totally awesome
aniwae bad news
mayb will miss 3 snl/cell in a go
last week plus next 2 weeks
sigh
cause goin thailand wif family mar
hais...
do pray for me
dun wanna fall away
yupp
going to be packed til sch reopens
sigh...
hopefully everything will be fufilling
k lar ttz it for now :)

Going off... Bye S'pore, Hi, Thailand

2006-11-29T10:14:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeee
totally awesome
going off on a plane in less than 6 hours
extremely excited
cant wait for it to happen
but meanwhile its also rather worrying
scared forget bring stuff
hopefully i will rmb to bring everything
hahas
realli kool lar
cant imagine its todae
will be at thailand for 10 daes
hmmmm will have fun bah
more importantly learn new stuff
hahas
muz rest well too
later too tired
weeeeeeeeeeeee
kk gtg soon cya all readers/friends in 10 daes time :)

MISSION TRIP '06

2006-11-27T01:40:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
todae's fund raising was able to break the amount of money we needed!!!
PRAISE THE LORD FOR TT!!!
thank God for providing us!
realli a miracle
tot was not goin to make it
even for our own booth got a couple of wealthy customers
earned quite a bit from them :)
money settle le...
so now is for us to get prepared to impact Thailand for Christ!!!
MT shirt is v kool
KEEP THE FAITH!!!
hahas
cant wait for MT
for now is worried abt packing up stuff
muz remember to bring everything ley
scared i too scatterbrain to bring everything nided
hmmm
but God will help me de lar :P
kk counting down 2 more daes...

26.11.06

2006-11-26T01:21:00.000+08:00

GRADUATION NITE '06 [24.11.06]
woooohoooo
prom nite was amazing
hahas
everyone wear til so shuai n chio
yupp had good time takin photos :)
food was delicious but too little time given to feast
andy's performance was great
u realli are gifted in guitar!
envy ley...
yupp games were kool
overall was not too bad
loved some of the ppl's dressing lar
doti looks the most unlike herself
huey ting looked elegant
jiahui appeared PURPLE!!!
turt was white
ying was GREEN
cat was YELLOW
khine was in some red olden daes kind of dress
jill was slightly emo cum gothic
fubi looked slimmer n definitely better
maria seemingly got the theme wrong n came RETRO!
ting ying was PINK
others were black n rather plain
but they got their hair done, accessories on
totally nice alrite. all were unique :D
for guys...
outstanding ones are siva, suresh, prom king kevin
handsome ones got chen chuan, ben ho, marcus
punky kool ones like dekkai
joehan was hooded
loved noi's coat super nice
many guys wif blazer on
enrui was totally blue, shirt n tie all bluesss
me also not bad lar
at least tie was special
it's GREEN!!!
weeeeeeeeee
hahas
many others either forget liao or lazi to mention
had fun taking photos
ended photo takin by 12
wif finale of remants of 4e1'06 taking photos
went off on seperate ways
some checked in to their hotel room
some rushed home
some like me when walked walked
we even had cup of coffee n TCS :)
hahas jokes n crapping started to flow
yupp
then we parted again leavin 4 of us
yuzhen, dekkai, enrui
went see their hotel room then tried goin home
public transport all stopped by then
it was 3 alreadi
called my dad to fetch
everyone got home by 4.30
great dae :) realli cherish the time spent

23.11.06

2006-11-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

excited for tml's prom!!!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

20.11.06

2006-11-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

~HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO ME!
hahas at last im 16
hehex
spend my last mins of being 15 wif God
did my quiet time til 2 i tink
hahas
woke up in the mornin at 8 plus
sang n practise some thai songs
tried to stay awae from the temptation of breakfast
gotta fast on my birthdae ley
hahas
but its all for God!
yupp then daryl n theresa came
fetch them from busstop to house
packed some stuff n went off to jill's house
hahas
she looked rather shocked when we went
cause we were onli expected later
saw her doggy, roxy is her name i tink
then explored her house
her room is nice
onli a transparent window beside the bed
my gosh can fall off anytime
aniwae chatted n persuaded them go watch movie instead of playin pool
successful n went off ard 12
go westmall watch Step Up
hahas superb show
the dancin was great plot not bad
makes me so jealous
i wanna learn dancing too!
hahas
went off to church ard 3
was late
saw alex on the bus
n ran to church in the rain wif him
hahas
soaked, drenched...
but aniwae had a great time wif the team
skit n song rehersal was kool
went off to mac for dinner ard 6 plus
then ran back cause late for MTT
everyone took their drinks n run
the gurls had fries too
hahas
luckily was in time
heard pastor ong talk
then rehersed songs
hahas had fun gettin high
weeeeeee
the whole place was noise polluted
everyone singin diff thai song
raising our voices
dun care out of tune or out of beat
juz kept singin
funni lar
had a great time
next few daes will b a bit busy too
hmmm hopefully i will get organised soon
abit messy in my room
n also nid start packin MT stuff lar
sigh... hate packin stuff
aniwae tml got chalet
hehex will b fun
but also nid go sch in morning
k lar gtg sleep
Zzzzzzzzzzz... ...

17.11.06

2006-11-17T01:23:00.000+08:00

weeee
got my contact lens todae
hahas so fun
tried half an hour b4 gettin them in
hahas
yupp
then made way done to vivo
took a glance at tt place
then got dragged by the rest to suntec
jiahui, jose, joyce, yy, jy n ben was there
hahas
shop here n there
jy n joyce went off first
then cc joined us
i went off subsequently
rushed down to church
had Mission Trip Trainin
yupp had fun
learn some thai songs
get to know my grp better
then got to know mon got practice
for the skit
was like hmm tink can make it
then suddenly struck me
isnt the party on mon
argh
so for all friends whu read this:
i nid to go off by 2 plus on mon
so requestin for earlier steamboat
like in the afternoon
lunchtime lar
sorry guys!
yupp
excited n worried at same time
hopefully everything works out
God, I m relyin on u le!

16.11.06

2006-11-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

argh!
O LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVER FOR ME!!!
weeeeeeeee
woooah!
hahas
at last is over le
but hor finish last paper
horrid chem paper 2
sat there feeling weird
like force of feeling overcame me
is like," its over?"
hmmm
4 yrs of education n its over
then everyone cheering
i was like
wad is there to b happy abt
i felt, " ITS JUZ THE END OF THE BEGINNING"
tot abt A level n stuff
v vexed actually
aniwae went off wif half the class to jp
went to eat dinner
had fun
13 of us there
ate pizza hut
got more cheerful
rather ecstatic now n then
had fun window shoppin
great dae after all.
long months ahead of me
no rest til next yr
packed
fully packed.
realli scared
but excited for mission trip too
woooohooo
goin thailand twice
hmmm hopefully i manage my time well
jiayou!
dun tink too much le lar
go forth! weeeeeee!

31.10.06

2006-10-31T23:19:00.000+08:00

The following article is not suitable
for the faint hearted or so to speak.
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
hmm wishin ppl wan sheng jie kuai le
when ben ho say halloween is rather satanic
as in for the story behind halloween lar
hais.
tot it was juz another festive occasion

aniwae todae was chemistry practical
so here are my results
for all whu are busybody
looking ard for ans
titration readings:
24.7 / 24.6 / 24.6
the last part:
83.1 grams
the anion present in S is iodide ion
but muz represent in I-
hahas
yupp tt is wad i got
anywae if readin v far fret not
cause own sch follow teacher's reading de
hahas so muz see ur own teacher
yupp
n FINALLY
PRACTICALS ARE OVER!
hehex
now left wif written papers
chiong ar!!!

06 more daes to first paper
16 more daes to end of O levels
20 more daes counting down...
u-noe-wad

b4 long i will b busy wif prom preparation
n soon mission trip trainin
then HELLO Thailand!
then back n then YI camp!!!
wooohooo! would b a blast this yr
yupp then is will be
CHRISTMAS!!!
hahas then class chalet
then 2007 here i come!

weeeeeeeee
getting excited man!

but for now STUDY !!!!!

29.10.06

2006-10-29T22:04:00.000+08:00

hehex
didnt blog these few daes
physics practical was horrendous
super though
dunno wad half the paper tokin abt
sigh
hopefully it doesnt affect much
aniwae got study these few daes
rather good
did much of ss
ytd service was powerful
short n sweet
was abt how to please God
realli speaks to me
then todae went king albert park study
got chased by manager
ate lunch so stayed
then after awhile got chased again
left feeling angry
aniwae lopez,weiyan,andy,julia was there
then headed to church office
which was unusually packed
so down to beauty world mac we go
did v little todae
productivity low
tml got chinese O' levels
lucky i nv retake
hahas
thank God for tt
tues have chem practical
tml teachin chem
hopefully this last min revision will b of use
and beneficial to them n even myself
k lar update again soon

23.10.06

2006-10-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

these few daes working hard
O levels drawing nearer n nearer
looming its huge ugly face upon us
argh
better get well prepared
for the fight of our lives
the finale battle of our secondary sch yrs
it summaries all the mugging in past 4 yrs
jiayou!
aniwae todae went church office study
super good the environment
not many ppl
initially abit hard to concentrate
soon settled down
did a maths, ss
5 hours in total wif lunch
realli shiok feeling
covered 2 out of 9 ss chaps
hahas
accomplishment ley!
then did another 5 hours
but this time inclusive of:
- slacking ard
- dinner
- play
- chat
hahas
did chem n bio
mini revisions
got pro to help out
v good
special thanks to jerome
hahas
absorbed quite alot todae
hehex
improved quite abit
i guess this is where i can realli concentrate
hmmm
muz realli learn to find study mates
hahas
some ppl study wif them sure become talkin session de
therefore muz find suitable study grps n venues
counting down to first written paper
exactly 14 days!!!

20.10.06

2006-10-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAE JOSEPHINE!
all the best for the upcoming exams
n wish u a speedy recovery
heard u not feeling well todae
dun fall sick hor still got practicals

went sch todae for chem lesson
went thru the 04 p2 n 05 p1
then after tt go bhind sch mac
see the rest eat
said i cant eat coz of last nite's sakae
aniwae yupp then went lot 1
walkwalk n took np
then proceeded to pjc lor
open hse not bad
not as good as sajc but not bad
n more importantly
THERE IS ARCHERY!!!
my gosh
the onli thing pjc win sajc is e archery cca
hahas
bad mood todae
sigh~

2006-10-18T16:12:00.000+08:00

God didn't promise days without pain,
laughter without sorrow,
sun without rain,
but He did promise strength for the day,
comfort for the tears,
and light for the way.

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

got online n this is e first email i read
v meaningful
thankyou theresa for sending me
yar
realli speaks to us O level students
muz realli rely on God's strength
we can get thru everything tt God place there
For every promotion there muz b an examination
from a sermon i heard
hahas
an ordeal is there for a purpose
will be for a reason de
so yar jiayou everyone!
i sae so much
also dun tink anyone havin O's will be reading
but to all whu haven not started work
START NOW!
dun regret later!
hahas

aniwae these few daes
feel v bad
cant seem to suan ppl
mouth realli getting bad
talkin bad abt ppl
started gossiping
realli bad of me
apologies to all whu i have talk bad abt
real sorry!
yupp
muz change my bad attitude
hais...
many things happen lately
hopefully it all comes to an end
realli hope it doesnt affect our friendship
hais...
k dun tink too much le
chiong ar!

2006-10-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

Do all the good you can,
by all the means you can,
in all the ways you can,
in all the places you can,
at all times you can,
to all the people you can.
As long as you ever can.

saw this on ying's old blog
felt it to b v true
time is so short
even for the a few ten years on earth
as compared to hundreds of yrs
lived by ppl in the old testaments
muz realli fully utilise the time
i feel v bad
cause onli talk never do anything much
realli embarrassed of my inefficiency in caring out wad i say
i alwaes sae but never do
lazy put in a nicer way
hais...
realli hate myself for me such lazi bum
juz cant get the engine started
vroom...vvvrrrrroooom...
and soon it dies down
sigh...
realli hope to have the attitudes of ppl ard me
hardworkingness of cheryl
chiongness of joyce
piaingness of laypeng
perserverance of jiahui
brillance of huey ting
madness/consistency of top student ming da
many more lar
juz to know how bad i realli m
all im tinkin now is play
relax
slack
why cant i work harder!
sigh...
k gotta get my head in the 'game'
game of O levels~

2006-10-16T19:04:00.000+08:00

Hermione: Me? Books and cleverness. There are more important things: friendship and bravery.

feel the same way she does.
being clever is nothing.
realli hate it when ppl use it against u.
hais.

things happening lately.
abit sian diao.
but for now concentrate on O's.
end le then say.
jiayou n focus.
chiong bah!

14.10.06

2006-10-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

first hand encounter wif SAJC
woke up v early on sat
was searchin online more details abt SAJC
it was 6 plus onli okay
[f.y.i.~ i m a late waker]
prepare to go at abt 7 plus
calling some ppl giving them mornin call
reached cck interchange
saw yongda
then doti, ying, wanfong joined us
board 985 n off we go
picked up enrui n cc liu on the way
lastly was jiahui n ben ho
then had smooth ride down
abit panicky abt where to alight
then followed a SAJC student into the campus
first impression was WOAH!
the campus is HUGE!
the st. andrew village
built next to the scenic kallang river
nice sia
then was one of the earliest there
explored the first floor abit
then got to the student councillors
got freebies n sch guided tour
gotta know more abt the sch
there are gym, popular bk store, rooftop tennis court
then went to the library
had enquiry session wif some teachers
tour ended at hall
saw the tee shirts
seems nice
felt like buyin but abit ex
but still tink first 3 months will come buy
hahas
by tt time the sch was teeming wif students
went to check out the ccas
love the different varieties of cca
ccas tt left impression:
dance, choir, odac, sports club, canoeing
hahas seems nice
yupp
then went to talk by the principal
learnt even more abt the wonderful JC life
saw orientation video
which struck me tt it would be great for 1st 3 months
hahas
dunno why but got gut feeling
tt i wont adapt to this JC's life
aniwae had lunch at the cafe
then went home fetch sis to church after tt
had a great time
confirmed wif myself something
tt for first 3 months i will go SAJC
hahas
yupp
for now work hard to b able to stay in SA bah

15.10.06

2006-10-15T22:33:00.000+08:00

alwaes do the most work on sundaes
cause got go out study
hmmm did 4 hours of chem in a row
hahas
muz realli finish tt stack of w/s mrs ooi gave
feel king albert park de mac not bad
at least can study de environment
was wif wei yan
then joined the others namely
mei yee, li khoon, julia, andy n lopez
hahas
have fun talkin n doing work
study leave startin soon
after tml's last dae at school
hope i can fully utilise the time
argh n ace the last part of the race
jiayou everyone !

13.10.06

2006-10-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

Fri the 13th
hmm for all supersitious ppl out there
its bad luck dae for u guys
n also dekkai's birthdae
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAE DEKKAI!!!
got report book back to dae
inidivually from the principal n vice principals
was rather tensed up waiting
but eventually got over it
hahas
quite fun talking to the VP
had mock exam todae
no mood do
talked alot
v sian lar
anywae tml goin SAJC open hse
so excited
muahaha
aniwae after sch went LTC
lunchtime concerto
in sch hall
maria singin!!!
hahas
the band quite kool
songs not bad
onli too bad sch sound system sux
sch also not supportive
not much audience
realli think it'd be kool to join a band
but i sure not qualify
hahas
cant solo
can onli in choir type
afew ppl like tt then support
so can give up on tt idea le
yupp
so yar cant wait for tml open hse
and also can go SNL!!!
hahas last week nv go abit sian
yupp
hahas ttz it for now *.*

11.10.06

2006-10-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

not much time left
soon it will b dooms dae
muz get prepared
shldnt b using com so very often
muz start to concentrate le
dunno y but starting to fell weird
everyone acting strange
but aniwae life goes on
as wad ms yee alwaes sae
not fair life also goes on
hais...
dunno but mum got problem
suddenly confront me abt christianity
wad cannot "ru jiao" in chinese
also dunno wads tt
if is baptism then i haven baptise yet
muz parental consent also mar
sigh...
dunno lar
juz seem so out of the blue
argh...
dun wan tink so much le
alwaes tink too much headache
shun qi zi ran bah
let things go the way it shld
yupp gtg jiayou for O's le
chaos ^^

09.10.06

2006-10-09T17:24:00.000+08:00

weekend pass again
3 more weeks to O's
hmmm time flies
actually i now no scared the exams
is wad i m gonna do after tt
super no time
then like too many things to do
also choices to b made
hopefully i wont go regretting
like i did usually
sigh
aniwae v vexed abt this decision making
HELP!!!
argh realli hated this feeling
hmm
i noe muz leave it to God
know tt i shldnt worry
but still cant help but ponder over it
hais...
any suggestions plz tell me
so here goes my problem:

1) What JC shld i go for first 3 months?
for now i choosing btw PJC n SAJC
this 2 in my top choices
so erm yupp
next...

2) Which JC is the best place for me to build up my Chemistry foundation?
or Which JC offers the best Chemistry teachers/lectures/notes?
yar
preparing to major in chem
all the way up to university
future job most prob abt chem also
yupp
thinkin of getting the best chem basics i can get
so...

3) If i thinkin of getting H3 Chemistry or the old syllabus special paper, Would it be more advisable to go a lousier JC or a better JC?
cause i sure wanting to take H3 chem lar
then like if go too gd a JC later not top few
then sch dun offer me the subject
but then if go weaker JC
later the H3 chem there no gd
like tt also not good for me
yupp...

4) I currently not taking Literature so is it advisable for me to take it in A' levels?
cause my desirable subject combi would be
H2 -Chemistry
H2 -Mathematics
H2 -Literature
H1 -Economics
and of course GP, PW, MT
cause i prefer not to take biology or physics
so im thinking of taking a Arts subject
n my interest in Literature mar
it was my regret taking bio instead of lit now
so yar is it too late
or too diff to take it afresh in A'levels

veri luan now
hopefully God will send someone out there
to come n advise me on wad to do
or even better if i can hear God myself
yupp
hopefully this cry of help do pay off
no matter what may come my way
i will obey whatever God tells me to do
obedience releases God's blessing :)

07.10.06

2006-10-07T11:04:00.000+08:00

had great time ytd
ended preparatory exams early
went behind sch de kfc eat lunch
cheryl, laypeng, cc liu, benho, jiahui was there
sherlyn joined us soon after
talked alot
went back home at abt 4
prepared go out again
cause celebrating mid-autumn mar
so my sis wanted to join
then met wif ying
enrui last min back out
reach there
jingyi,benho, jiahui was there
chen chuan, alvin, dekkai then joined us
ate moon cake, drink green tea
played wif sparkers, candles, fire
hahas
had great time
talked n chatted
had to end early to bring sis home
abit sorry tt i spoiled the mood
had great fun though
yupp
next time we go out would b the open hse bah
then jiu o levels le
hais...
time sure flies
todae not able to go snl also
gotta rush to chalet at pasir ris
my grandma birthdae lor
sigh
aniwae decided to break away le
from the vicious cycle
relying on God's strength
yupp
i do all this for the glory of God
jiayou bah :D

04.10.06

2006-10-04T22:31:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE MARIA
thinkin back i feel like i nv grown much
hahas
is like i tryin to breakthru
many ppl gettin older these few daes
but keep struggling n fall back
hahas
dunno y but juz cant overcome it
yupp all the best for ur exams maria
sigh
after tt we can all celebrate :)
realli disappointed in myself
stayed back after preparatory exams
shld i give up?
so called mock exams
i dunno ley
did chem n some work
or shld i juz press on?
revised chem wif gladys
hmmm i wonder...
did some homework too
seems having a hard time
wei yan n ying was there wif us at mac too
hopefully get out of this vicious cycle
had gd laugh n all
God plz tell me wad to do!!!
better than at home nth to do ^^

04.10.06

2006-10-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

02.10.06

2006-10-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE THERESA!
hahas
the first friend i got to noe in 3e1'05
super nice gal
sat infront of me
friendly, approachable, amiable
hahas
realli hope we will stay as gd friends ^^
yupp
aniwae todae went home rather early
slept abit
then went collect my specs
hahas
super funni
too outstanding le
sure kanna suan tml
but nvm i decided on it le
so let me REN this few daes bah
hahas
yupp tml collecting report bk also
then wed start mock exams
or so called
preparatory exams
hahas
lame~
aniwae stephanie sun's new album out
sounds too kool le
luckily daren poh bought le
can borrow
but feel abit bad
like alwaes lend from him
hahas
thank you! :D
wishlist getting longer
hmm wonder will get them done by christmas
sigh
kk focus on O's first
jiayou!!!
final confirmation
L1R5 : 10
by God's grace ^^

01.10.06

2006-10-01T07:40:00.000+08:00

a start of a new month
meaning o level is never ever tt close
oh yar to begin

HAPPY BIRTHDAE YING YING!
next 2 daes also got ppl birthdae
rather scary
soo many ppl born ard these daes

further more todae is
zi wei n xiao zhen's wedding!
happy wedding!?
i dunno how to wish ppl blissful marriage
yupp k lar nth else to rite le ^^

30.09.06

2006-09-30T12:36:00.000+08:00

prelims over
results out le
everyone not happi wif their results
me improved but not up to expectations yet
currently if after moderations
my L1R5 shld b 10
still have minimise to single digit
but anywae
i believe God blessed me wif the marks
didnt study much
relied all on God's strength
hahas
thanks God! ^^
so erm this week passed rather fast
did nothin much
got addicted to the Sims and pokemon
argh
muz stop
hais...
watched high school musical ytd
it was SUPERB!
wonderfully, magnificient in songs
music rox
dance n cheorography in sync
fabulous totally
hahas
enjoyed in thru n thru
going to church soon
meeting joyce
ttz it for now
blog again soon ^^

22.09.06

2006-09-22T00:06:00.000+08:00

hmm last paper todae
bio paper 1
skim thru the paper practically
like shadin for fun
anyhow guess
waitin for the hour to pass
soon after we went behind sch for breakfast
then waited for 174
skipped a few buses coz someone sae wan take double deck de
at the end also took single deck de
reach there rather early
started from tanglin mall
there v high class
walked abit then marched off to orchard
on the way went forum de toy r us
got scolded by the counter abt our bags
lazi put so went out
continue to walk deeper into the city
it was abt 11 plus by then i tink
walked to taka see no pizza hut
dunno where got pizza hut
abit lame cause suppose to b orchard
the town of shopping!!!
wanted to eat there to celebrate sherlyn's belated burfdae
reached plaza sing
confirmed got pizza hut
settled n makan
recharged everyone's energy
had fun in the restaurant itself
then was shopping
walked here n there
then walked back heeren
wanted take neoprint
on the way went OG fill water
then bad things started to surface
sherlyn got confronted by sales person
broke the cheerful mood
luckily everyone got over it
then happily go take neoprint
sherlyn bought a super ex bag
rather ex for me lar :)
anywae soon cheryl n sherlyn went off
leaving us, cow, pig head, hippo n monkey
hehex
went taka watson
then had mac flurry
ying, peng n yuzhen then joined us
the team splitted again
last min i n ben decide to go plaza sing there
meet ying,peng,zhen
jose,jiahui,niu go their own way
i n ben meet the 3 gals on the way
then walked to see guitar
ben ho reserved the guitar
after testin out both 12-strings
on the way back met jiahui,jose n niu
leaving the 3 gals
the 5 of us go esplanade
nv been there b4
first time
took massive amount of photos
had great fun
nice scenery
too bad v hot, no breeze
onli at merlion then have abit
the journey stopped when jose mum called
was also no early le
9 plus liao i tink
then took mrt home
great time todae
and prelims is OVER!!!
abit scared of next week results
but its over
so dun worry
wads done is done
btw realli feel bad joyce cant come church tml
hmm hopefully she can make it next wk
happy weekends everyone :)

21.09.06

2006-09-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

awaitin for 2 more months to pass minus one dae
then i will b legally 16
hmm...
time sure seems to fly
aniwae done wif nasal discomfort again
sigh
is like old sickness or wad lar
feeling aweful
the lock up time in the hall
after physics prac
was rather intolerable
spent time discussed stuff
talked abt tml's plan
pjc subject combi
n many other stuff
hehex
relaxing le
tml bio P1 sure many ppl nv study de
btw went lot 1 after sch
was with laypeng, yingying, yuzhen
then yongda,wanfong, daren,darren,enrui,dekkai,jiahao,bentan,lunfa
joined our company
went eat lunch
then window shopped abit
took neoprints[some of us]
then bought presents
yongda bought for his bro
then i bought belated present
wif yongda for enrui
hehex
juz nice his bottle spoilt
agreed to play bball wif them
ages since i bounce a ball
or even exercise
totally sorching
burning le
lack of water n strenous exercise
exhausted at the end
played com til now
goin sleep soon
yupp til next time
which is tml
fully detailed of wad we gonna do tml :)

19.09.06

2006-09-19T18:50:00.000+08:00

AT LAST PRELIMS OVER!!!
or so to speak
at least those me scared de subjects over le
now can relax
not realli lar
having a maths p2 tml
physics p3 on thurs
and lastly a out-of place bio p1 on fri
stoopid planning of the sch
shld put more papers on one dae
too early dismiss for somedaes
its like 9 plus jiu go home
so slack lar
something spoke v strongly to me todae
i felt this bible phrase:
In your anger do not sin;....
Psalm 4:4
yar was like okie
almost going to blow up
cause u noe my sis n all
so irritable now n then
especially when she step on ur toes
argh
fustration
but learn to let go
hehex
yar muz realli think b4 i speak
muz control!!!
So then, let us not be like others, who are asleep, but let us be alert and self-controlled.
1 Thessalonians 5:6
hehex self-control also one of the fruits of the Spirit
yupp all got to sase todae
short one todae
lookin forward to fri
and we'll
~~~CELEBRATE!!!~~~

18.09.06

2006-09-18T19:43:00.000+08:00

woah passed thru todae's papers le
by God's grace again
smoked thru it all
realli shameful tt i depended soo much on Him
this prelims results all the glory goes to God
realli bad of me lar
luckily bio n maths P2 over le
tml chem
muz score ar!
hehex
yar todae something happened
can say realli unexpected
but realli grateful
laypeng doin QT
yingying doin chem
we were in class
and it happened
was reading the bk joys passed to me
a real good book
<> by Benny Hinn
actually thinkin of buyin the bk
cause saw it last fri at JP de life bkshop
caught my attention
most fortunately joys lended me
n funni thing is i didnt even asked
she passed me the bk cause she tot it was a gd bk
God realli planned it all
then todae brought the bk to sch to read
was cause laypeng wanted me pei her
cause she doin QT in sch
so i decided do light reading
but it became the most vivid encounter i have
prayed abit after reading one chap
i supposed is Holy Spirit
though i not v sure
but it cant realli be me talkin to meself
yar so felt/heard somethings
first, it told me tt i shld not get into ministry yet
as i m tryin the auditions into Zac3
i heard tt i shld grow up first
tt its not time yet for serving in minstry
then another thing was tt i shld start serving
but in the ministry of reconciliation
i shld start bringin ppl to Christ
n stop avoiding the upmost calling
the Great Commision
lastly i felt me hand grip losening on the bk
prompted me to let go of something
something i was holding on
obstructin me from moving on
it was v real
can realli feel His presence
thank God for tt :)
may i grow stronger spiritually in Christ!

tryin to comfort myself

2006-09-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

yar readin up some verses
posting them up

Psalm 32:7
You are my hiding place;
you will protect me from trouble
and surround me with songs of deliverance.

the main one tt spoke to me
songs of deliverance
i pray tt God will juz deliver me from this tough times
hmm feeling rather helpless now

hais...
i m totally hopeless wif ppl
can speak, talk, react, etc.
well infront of ppl
especially ppl i m alien to
sigh
one of my greatest barrier in life
how can i overcome it anyone?
wad i tink i m suffering from
Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.
Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general.
hmm hais...
muz trust in God to realli helpme overcome this
havin hard time rite now
highs n lows
now's a low
super low
stoopid devil
alwaes struck at unexpected timings
argh hate it

1 Peter 5:8
Be self-controlled and alert.
Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion
looking for someone to devour.

muz realli be alert at all times
i m realli not growing much
argh
but this failure is nth i guess
for God has a plan for everyone including me
n i noe tt this may not be my ministry i m called for
so i tink my niche may not b in music lor
hopefully i find somewhere i can serve
but for now its the ministry of reconciliation
gotta reach out to ppl ard me
be fishers of men
may the Holy Spirit be at work wif me:)

2 Corinthians 5:18-19
All this is from God, who reconciled us to himself through Christ and gave us the ministry of reconciliation: that God was reconciling the world to himself in Christ, not counting men's sins against them. And he has committed to us the message of reconciliation.

Matthew 28:19-20
Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.

Matthew 4:19
'Come, follow me,' Jesus said, 'and I will make you fishers of men.'

reading up the bible
n something caught my sight
spiritual gifts was the heading
it realli set me thinking
we r realli all gifted in some wae
n we shld not sae tt wad we r doin is insignificant
here's the passage:

1 Corinthians 12
Spiritual Gifts
1Now about spiritual gifts, brothers, I do not want you to be ignorant. 2You know that when you were pagans, somehow or other you were influenced and led astray to mute idols. 3Therefore I tell you that no one who is speaking by the Spirit of God says, 'Jesus be cursed,' and no one can say, 'Jesus is Lord,' except by the Holy Spirit.
4There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit. 5There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. 6There are different kinds of working, but the same God works all of them in all men.
7Now to each one the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good. 8To one there is given through the Spirit the message of wisdom, to another the message of knowledge by means of the same Spirit, 9to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by that one Spirit, 10to another miraculous powers, to another prophecy, to another distinguishing between spirits, to another speaking in different kinds of tongues, and to still another the interpretation of tongues. 11All these are the work of one and the same Spirit, and he gives them to each one, just as he determines.
12The body is a unit, though it is made up of many parts; and though all its parts are many, they form one body. So it is with Christ. 13For we were all baptized by one Spirit into one body—whether Jews or Greeks, slave or free—and we were all given the one Spirit to drink.
14Now the body is not made up of one part but of many. 15If the foot should say, 'Because I am not a hand, I do not belong to the body,' it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. 16And if the ear should say, 'Because I am not an eye, I do not belong to the body,' it would not for that reason cease to be part of the body. 17If the whole body were an eye, where would the sense of hearing be? If the whole body were an ear, where would the sense of smell be? 18But in fact God has arranged the parts in the body, every one of them, just as he wanted them to be. 19If they were all one part, where would the body be? 20As it is, there are many parts, but one body.
21The eye cannot say to the hand, 'I don't need you!' And the head cannot say to the feet, 'I don't need you!' 22On the contrary, those parts of the body that seem to be weaker are indispensable, 23and the parts that we think are less honorable we treat with special honor. And the parts that are unpresentable are treated with special modesty, 24while our presentable parts need no special treatment. But God has combined the members of the body and has given greater honor to the parts that lacked it, 25so that there should be no division in the body, but that its parts should have equal concern for each other. 26If one part suffers, every part suffers with it; if one part is honored, every part rejoices with it.
27Now you are the body of Christ, and each one of you is a part of it. 28And in the church God has appointed first of all apostles, second prophets, third teachers, then workers of miracles, also those having gifts of healing, those able to help others, those with gifts of administration, and those speaking in different kinds of tongues. 29Are all apostles? Are all prophets? Are all teachers? Do all work miracles? 30Do all have gifts of healing? Do all speak in tongues? Do all interpret? 31But eagerly desire the greater gifts. And now I will show you the most excellent way.

special thanks to www.bible.com
cause i abit lazi type from bible lar :P

may Your kingdom come
and Your will be done
as we serve Your heart
serve Your heart

let salvation flow
as ur people pray
God we long for more
long for more ~Kingdom Come~

Luke 22:42 yet not my will, but yours be done.
let no my will but YOUR will be done, God :)

17.09.06

2006-09-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

todae woke up rather late abt 11
after lunch at bpp i went to church
had a nice cell grp time
especially the 'da bian' game
abit distruptive now n then
due to our position at the lift lobby
aniwae the combined service was great
realli feeling nervous n all
but thru praise n worship losen up abit
then ppl shared testimony of their trip to thailand
realli great to hear them talkin
especially seeing them brave enuf
to step out n speak infront of 500+ ppl
yar so sermon was preached
by pastor chris hope from australia
then it was end of service
super lost then
needed to find john for auditions
luckily bumped into liangzhi n
he brought me to the stage
real funni first time stood on stage
after they packed up abit
calvin n john brought me to the stairs behind
super jittery
was like okay
2 on 1
hmm then it goes
was asked to sing Greatest Love
hmm dun even remember the lyrics
they sang along abit
totally cork up
hais... went out of tune obviously
super nervous
then they asked me choose song
i didnt noe wad to sing lar
said anything lor
sang chorus of the Mighty To Save
yar was shaking
sang out again
sigh
super ashamed of myself
they also feel i too kan chiong
argh did myself wrong
then asked me some qns
was abit weird lar
then yar say will come back to me
went down for dinner after tt
totally shaken
tots flooded my mind
bet i didnt make it one lar
hais... i m not tt gd also
i tink unless Zac 3 desperately needs ppl
if not i dun tink i stand any chance
aiya dunno lar
super confused n vexed
wolfed down the nasi lemak tasteless
mind realli heavy
like flooded wif tots
also dunno wad tots
hopefully it goes away
n tt God will speak to me
realli nid His guidance rite now
lost n drifting in some weird directions
if God is gonna speak thru ppl
i realli pray the person will speak to me soon
aniwae came online
remember the verse the mission trooper said

Habakkuk 3:17-18
Though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,
yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will be joyful in God my Savior.

realli felt i shld rejoice also
but cant seem to think str8 now
juz trust in God to do wad nids to b done
dunno lar
realli dunno wad to do now
also realised something
i dun seem to grow spiritually
its like mayb have but cant see de
dunno lar
feel i m so young n ignorant abt lots of stuff
but wanting to do so much more than wad i can handle
like aiming at something i can never attain
wanting to play a part n help out
but cant seem to find where i can help
n like noone regconise i can help u noe
or can i?
not even sure of my capabilities, wad i m gd at
or even whether i m worthy to serve
or shld i juz remain at a gd follower
to say the truth got tot of helpin out in cell
or mayb even cafe ministry
but like wad i said
I LACK COMMITMENT !!!
aiya dunno le lar
still got prelims n o level to be busy abt
juz focus yeah>?
do encourage me now n then
b4 i go bonkers
or mayb breakdown
or even giveup
dunno wad i sayin lar
juz may God b my guidance ^^

busy holidaes ahead after O's

2006-09-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

totally got it planned out
realised it after flippin my planner
its like my gosh totally filled
all my plans of classes, courses
all gone done the drain
sigh...
realli hope to have a longer break b4 first 3 months lor
hais
but aniwae here is the list of things alreadi planned in

16.11.06 LAST Paper i.e. A Maths P2 + Chem P1+P2
20.11.06 !!Moi 16th BURFDAE!! :)
24 or 26.11.06 [to be confirmed] *PROM NITE*
29.11.06-07.12.06 ~MISSION TRIP~ weee!
09.12.06-16.12.06 [to be confirmed] family overseas trip
18.12.06-21.12.06 YI camp o.O
23.12.06 +X-mas Bash+
25.12.06 ^Christmas Dae^
30.12.06-01.01.07 4e1#Class Chalet#

totally packed
hehex
hais doubt got time to work
crys :(
but aniwae hopefully can do some of the things i wanted to do
for now its still PRELIMS :(

15.09.06

2006-09-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

woah at last one week worth of prelims down
one more week to pull thru
this whole week exams onli by God's grace
couldnt do it without Him
phew a maths todae was erm do-able not scorable
then ytd de chem prac
more time then i expected
did a few times to double check
lucky VA not typical titration
no nid do soo many times de
measure temp. onli
aniwae todae paper end super early
9 plus abt 10
went Jurong point
all shops not open yet lar
6 of us went there
cheryl, sandra, joyce, laypeng n wei yan
accompanied by 2 guitars :P
ate mac breakfast then the 3 gals went back
peng, wei yan n i spent an hour in life bk shop
hehex
so fun searching n readin stuff
went back school
ken joined us in class
they played guitar n stuff
me learnin abit here n there
did some chem paper2 qns
went church with weiyan, sis nana n joys
laypeng went home
met up with andy n jeremy[hope i spelt rite]
at church the van didnt seem to operate
was like vroom... vroom... vrooom... then died
like no engine or wad
called for help then was the engine too cold
joys prayed n God answered the prayer
the engine started n van got moving
weeeee on our way to changi airport fetch the missiontroopers
was early without much jam
explore the place abit
then waited saw pastor daniel n some other YI ppl
received the missiontroopers back from thailand
heard wad happened there
had sort of dinner cum gathering at popeye
talked quite abit
then it was back home on van
this time bro rixiang drove
drive us all home ley
so good i was thinkin droppin us at church onli
hehex...
hear their testimonials
feeling rather excited but same time worried
hmm excited to experience wad mission is like
worried abt interaction wif ppl since i not sociable de
now vexed abt tml's audition also
realli dunno whether God wants me to serve in Zac 3 anot
hais
but if realli cannot i tink tml audition will fail bah
i myself realli wan learn from them
partly also learn le can start back worship leading in Kairos
dunno ley...
feel like ulterior motive onli to learn stuff instead of serving in praise n worship
dunno lar
think i cannot make it de also
choir de is onli help support singers
cannot solo de ley
sure out of tune of something
juz hope everything goes smoothly tml
even if fail at least dun let it be akward lor
argh... cant sleep well tonite le
cant wait for me to grow up in christ
but i tink i truly lack Commitment lor
hais...
i tink even fail shld also dun give up n move on
jiayou bah!
May i be more receptive n sensitive to the Holy Spirit :)
All the best to me :D

13.09.06

2006-09-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

past 3 daes passed
wif horrible prelim papers
done with physics n Combined humans
sure die le
sigh
give it all up to God le
hais
tml chem prac
hope will b easy
todae slack abit cause tml onli paper3
used computer
was crappin wif laypeng
thinkin of funni sentences such as
JesuStilLovEveryonEveNobodies
KairoSinGod'SonGracefully
BiblEncourageSaDepresStudentS
SalvatioNeveRuinStudentS'tudy
goin insane soon
hahas
anywae didnt study much
wanted to play but sis friend came
so fell asleep while waitin
then watch tv n play til now
didnt study ley
so bad of me
sigh...
i tink i gettin too complacent lar
argh
kk go focus studies le
one more week til prelims OVER!
yupp sustain the momentum for 8 more weeks
7 daes of O level exams
then waaahlah
its OVER :) jiayou everyone !!!

10.09.06

2006-09-10T14:08:00.000+08:00

todae no bible study
so stayed at home laze ard
didnt accomplish anything
muz realli focus on studies
aniwae got a couple of things to mention
abt the past few daes

fri 08.09.06
was late for physics lesson
super long traffic jam
but didnt miss much also
maths lesson followed
both like didnt cover much also
aniwae went mac makan
then proceeded to cheryl hse
did some revision
but soon it became makan session
after joyce left we had instant noodles
the remainin of us also scampered abt for food
hahas
so sorry cheryl but thanks for the food :)
enrui laypeng n i went home on 187 together

sat 09.09.06
went out wif mum
long time since we went out
b4 arriving at lavender
went eat breakfast
extended passport for Mission Trip
was rather fast coz no queue
went shoppin afterwards
hehex
at last bought me my watch
my mum owe me quite long le
thanks for the watch :D
spent time window shoppin
then went our separate ways
she went home while i was stuck
dunno how to go church
but by some means managed to reach church
had musical chairs for icebreaker
prayed for yuting as she was goin for MT
it was 4 the tertiary students
the service on yesterdae was AWESOME
helped prayed for the ppl goin off for MT
then during praise n worship was rather distracted
cause heard from laypeng
tt liang zhi said i meeting john after service
was like erm... i was juz askin lar
but eventually turn my focus back on God
then during the sermon
which was on the Holy Spirit
then the most kool thing happened
we help the whole service pray
prayed for those whu dunno tongues
for baptism of the Holy Spirit
i also prayed for myself
to b empowered once again
first time ppl pray for me i fell
can really feel the presence of God
it was v strong
i spoke in new tongues
thank God for the empowerment
then it was dinner
was dragged out to meet john
was in cold sweat
but nth much happened
juz told me next week got audition
was like did i hear wrong?
my gosh i was offered a chance to join Zac 3
PRAISE THE LORD!!!
realli wanna thanks God for everything
all these wonderful things happenin in my life
muz realli grab hold of the opportunity
the first guy in Kairos to tot abt joinin Zac 3
hmm realli blessed
thank you God
but cannot b complacent
still got a prelim to tackle
where there is a 'high'
there will be a 'low'
so muz be prepared
satan muz realli be upset abt these
1 Peter 5:8
Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.
i muz b on GUARD!
fellow brothers n sisters do help me pray yeah?
thanks :)
hopefully i pass the audition n get into the ministry *.*

07.09.06

2006-09-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

Happi BurfDae!!!
2 of my friends todae 16 yr old
happy birthday enrui!
happy birthday sherlyn!
noe both of them for 4 years lor
hahas
time flies
aniwae this few daes didnt do much work
todae went watch the host
sort of celebrated for enrui
dek kai n yong da was there too
did wad i should not have done todae
totally ashamed of myself
why do i give in so easily
i muz press on
i m so sorry
qian gong jin qi

05.09.06

2006-09-05T09:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm long time no blog le
a week passed le
hais
now into holidae week
cant count it holidae rite?
with prelims next week
argh
more of revision week
sigh... sigh
aniwae lots of things happened
but lazi to blog it in
mainly had eng, ss papers done
bio practical also finish
had teachers dae concert
but b4 tt cause rainin
so no 5km run
stayed in class have ice breakers
super fun
hope chalet also can play til like tt mad mad
hahas
fri went back sch do physics practical
sat nl was great
craziest time ever
everyone dancing n going crazy for God
sun had cafe duty
was bored n sucky at the beginnin
but eventually turned quite fun
enjoying it actually
was in charged of the food warmer
quite fun
playin wif tongs n chicken wing, etc.
aniwae it was 2nd cafe duty i did
was totally exhausted when we went up
to wads left of bible studies
went out wif kairos to town area
super tired when i reached home
but i was definitely fun
ytd went sch for chem
after which went mac eat
then went back sch for bit of chem
sent dekkai to somerset for his dental
then me, rui, ben ho went lavender
wanted to do passport
onli ben ho accomplished
me too young nid parental presence
sigh
then we went around
wif ben ho lookin at zoids
n en rui rather pissed
aniwae ben ho bought his guitar strap
then showed us the 12 string guitar
quite kool actually
sigh too bad i dunno any instrument
then i did something rather out of the blue
was thinkin abt joinin a ministry
then thought of zac 3
was like pondering over it
then msg liang zhi
asked him stuff
was realli unexpected of me
dunno wad prompt me
aniwae wont so lucky get in de lar hor
i onli noe how to sing
so juz take it as inquiry lor
yar so erm this week
gonnna b v busy
all planned out
hmm
k lar ttz it for now
chao

27.08.06

2006-08-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

yesterdae went sch early
for xiaozhen's wedding video
was so kool lar
like big star or something
first time saw the production
veri kool
but time consuming indeed
went makan then go church after tt
the service was great
praise n worship was back to normal
the atmosphere was great
onli thing is pastor daniel preached too fast le
i like catchin train
movin like bullet
handache lar after scribbling
handed in mission trip form
for now mux quickly save up le
jiayou bah!

todae went out do revision wif enrui
reached causeway pt at 9 am
soo early lar
had breakfast n went library
to our utter horror it was flooded
library haven open the gate there packed le
was like sardines
then like typical singaporeans
everyone kiasu n squeezed their way up to the tables
renderin ppl like us who are slow seatless
went mos burger do at the end
did ss notes n revise overall
miracuously we stayed n studied for 4 to 5 hrs
b4 we were chased out
had lunch then found no fastfood outlet available
so went en rui's house to continue
couldnt concentrate then
lost my momentum
argh
but anywae relaxed abit
saw wad dota n warcraft was
hmmm yar now feeling tired n pressed for time
prelims drawin nearer yet unprepared
exhausted le
but muz do well
CHIONG AR!!!

24.08.06

2006-08-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

hallelujah!!!
praise be to our God!!!
Thank you God!!!
I AM ABLE 2 GO MT LE!!!
MT: mission trip!!!
prayer does work :)
i m sooo happy
i tink now got motivation to do prelims le
jiayou bah!
may my results bring glory to You, God!
thanks to all who prayed for me
thank you all
for those who haven succeed in askin press on yeah!
push on, God will see ur faith de
jia you!
aniwae todae went sch at nite for remedial thingy
quarantined in sch from 6-9pm
stuck there to do homework
but abit pissed by myself
onli completed a alreadi-half-done amaths paper
argh my efficiency v low
mayb cause of the freezing cold conditions bah
next week prelims le
muz workhard orh!
past few days nv online much
but stucked wif my lovely samshun
the new korea drama
v funni lar; love the lead actor/actress
feeling sick these few daes also
so if can help me pray for my health
dun wish to fall sick during my papers
pray tt Jehova Rapha heal me
k lar ttz it for now :)
let His word be a light unto our feet

18.08.06

2006-08-19T14:21:00.000+08:00

k this is recount of yesterdae
cause yesterdae too tired to type
so here goes...
had usual lessons
excited abt the graduation nite later
during recess had talk wif mrs quek
dunno y but sudden interest back
she relight my flame for bio
tot it would b easy to score if i put in the effort
jiayou orh! CHIONG AR!!!
then it was the last lesson
chemistry
everyone was waitin to go home lar
feel veri bad
not many ppl are listening
and some ppl r obviously tryin to let time past
had extra remedials wif e2 ppl joinin us
super noisy n cant concentrate
luckily i absorbed most of it i guess
then rushed to ben ho's house
got pangseh n left 4 of us
benho, jiahui, chen chuan n me
we walked to his house
by choice of ms Goh
who later regretted it herself
bag was heavy but nevertheless made it
explored his new orientation of room
n had instant noodles~.~
the one we gave him for birthdae
hahas
coz he said he wouldnt eat it up himself
so aniwae had fun talkin n chattin
then when ben ho played a sad piece
n we were talkin abt wad will happen after O's
i start tearing
dunno why but the atmosphere was juz so moody
i n ben ho started doin zoids
while the other 2 did homework
accomplished the buildin of zoid
but was late for choir graduation party
left 3 of them n zoomed to sch
the farewell party begin with some games
played some old usual games
then it was WATER BOMB time!!!
*splash*
got out of control when we juz threw at each other water
regardless of anything
mdm fadilah stopped us eventually
then it was wash up n pack up
after which had dinner
yum yum!!!
then we went prepare suprise performance for choir
it was the passing down ceremony
when we exchanged gifts
i was touched when ms seah bought us gifts
each n every graduatin ex-co
then it was the performance
had songs n dance
loved the song composed by belinda
getting emotional then
the dance was kool
when all the seniors got up n dance along wif them
hahas u guys rock!
received sweets n choco
realli had a great time
then we had to clear out of sch cos late le
had goodbye photos at concourse
then it was supper
when behind sch de mac
had drinks n opening up of presents
was grateful of ms seah
when she said the present had inner meaning
it was a bu dao weng
telling me not to fall
realli touched
THANK YOU MS SEAH!!!
accompanied melina home cos late le
had a great time todae
THANKS CHOIR!!! u guys rox!:)

Change

2006-08-17T17:30:00.000+08:00

remember last time typed my compo in
tt was my best compo so far
now lastest addition to my high score
another piece of compo done by me
here i m to narrate it
so here it goes...

Change

I have hated my own life ever since I was born. It is very frustrating to see everyone proud of themselves when I am sulking over my own misfortune. People could show off their colorful coat to the world while I just do not have a permanent color.

I and always provoked by Brother Squirrel over my skin color. And he will never fail to piss me off by exclaiming what nice sheen he has, how silky and fluffy his brown covering is. It is totally annoying.

'Where are you? I can't see you, you simply "blend" into the surrounding,' teased Brother Squirrel despite me staring straight into his face. This has become my daily torture.

Mr. and Mrs. Cuckoo also add on to my suffering. They would always display their angel-like feathers and striking yellow headgear, on top of their cozy nest, squawking mushy stuff to each other.

I became even more pessimistic one day, when even my lunch laughed at me. I was attempting to catch a dragonfly when she started taunting me and made fun of me. She flaunted her elegant glimmering coat of scales which made me lose my appetite. I was totally ashamed of myself. My spirits hit rock bottom. I hated myself even more.

Jealous of everyone's gorgeous unique colors, hint of envy exudes out of every inch of my being. Why was I ever born? What was my purpose here on Earth? To allow people to have a target to mock at? I am tired of living.

One fine day, everything changed. I was out on the open branches of our tree, admiring the lush green plains with Brother Squirrel. We were reminiscing about our past when out of nowhere came; swooping down like wind, a ferocious eagle and death was instantaneous.

I was terror stricken, stunned for a couple of minutes. Why hasn't it been me? He has been such a good friend and all. Why can't it be me, this color-changing creature? Why? Why? WHY? My mind was overwhelmed by these pulsating thoughts. I simply could not comprehend.

I then came to realize it was actually due to my ever-changing camouflage that enabled me to survive the attack. I really came to appreciate the changeable appearance which enables me to escape out of sight of my predators. It is truly essential indeed for my survival.

Months passed by when I met the same old dragonfly again. She came along thinking of irking me once again but it was a futile attempt to trick me for I am proud to be a chameleon of ever changing colors.

~~~The end~~~

17.08.06

2006-08-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

HaPpY bElAtEd BiRtHdAy BEN HO!!!
broke record 4 dae nv use com le
hahas...
so lets recount...

mon 14.08.06
after sch rushed to bpp
yu zhen n lay peng was there too
we chiong from sch for more time to shop
first was frantically ransackin Popular
searching for FYS
suddenly v tensed up
saw 2 of them buyin bks after bks
waited abit for them
then went shop for benben pressie
not much things found
bought onli instant noodles n food products
then its home

tues 15.08.06
last dae le
dunno whether can find his present anot
was rather anxious
went westmall wif daryl n yuzhen
hopped from shop to shop
was thinkin of badges for his new guitar bag
but to not much success
all of us exhausted from walkin
then shocked to see ben ho there
most probably spyin on us
then i remembered mumbling infront of him
tt i was goin westmall
didnt tink he would trail us all the way there
suprised n stunned
then ben sort of hinted me wad he wished for
i was like stressed up lar
now muz fufil his dream
if not like v bad
then decided after him leavin
we focused on searchin photo frame
wanted him to keep a shot of us :)
it was down to a heartwarming card
last minute planned wif yuzhen
then rushed home coz late le
wrapped his present n did part of card
was rather frantic n messed up
didnt do any homework at all ley
hahas

wed 16.08.06
chiong sch super early
reached there onli melaine n daryl
started on card
then wif help of some ppl
managed to settle most parts of the card
although v obvious to him lar
not much of a suprise
but realli hoped he liked it
whole dae in sch no mood for anything but tt card
abit crazy rite? but for dearest ben ho mar
whu ask me so stoopid go prepare
hahas.
but i did not regret at all
it is my honour to live a lastin impression on his 16th birthdae
didnt get to celebrate over lunch
actually got bio remedials
decided to 'pon' then went wif CG to buy farewell gifts
CG: choir gang as said by lay peng
maria, sherlyn n jose was there
went lot 1 buy stuff
was there onli to look look lor
went home tired from all the activities
exhausted but happy since i made someone's birthdae kool
hahas.

thurs 17.08.06
was rather afraid todae
cause didnt go bio ytd
but luckily didnt got scolded
a rather okay dae
onli later part saw ben ho v sad
dunno the reason though
thought it was my fault or something
was rather scared
seldom he sooooo quiet one
i tink he was greatly affected by someone/thing bah
cheers dude :) smiles always yeah?
lookin forward for tml's farewell party
n to ben ho's hse mini 'party'
hahas.

yar so ttz wad happened this daes
update accomplished ~~~

12.08.06

2006-08-12T10:53:00.000+08:00

yesterdae came back late so didnt blog
IT WAS A MIRACLE YESTERDAE!!!
PRAISE TO THE LORD
THANK GOD FOR MAKIN IT HAPPEN!!!
i got to know something ytd
was giving up on the O' level chinese results le
but GOD didnt give up on me
HE GAVE ME AN A1
its like a dream
m i still dreaming? *slaps face*
omg its so incredible
realli muz thank God
He loves us so much
tt even when we sinned against Him
n neglected Him over temptations n studies
He still doesnt give up on us
How GREAT is our God!!!
realli touched
muz be grateful to God
for ur information
my chinese is definitely not A1 standard
usually get C5 or C6 one
the most i got was B4 lar
so kool thanks God
then it was O'level english oral
it was horrible
especially the conversation n picture
so idiot lar
nth to say
crys :(
but i know God will bless me yeah?
hahas...
went to meet cell at lot 1
lishan, siew ling was there le
then slowly ppl joined us
regina, jie ning, liping, meiyee
had dinner
then went shop shop lor
took np also
was v tired at first
but it was fun hahas

10.08.06

2006-08-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

hmm national dae holidaes over le
drawin nearer to dooms dae
tml got O level eng oral ley
a bit scared scared
but shld b ok lor
onli scared later chinese results affected
then jiu bad liao
so better dun see results first
aniwaes todae woke up early to sch
got extra lessons by mr quek
said was one hour
but at the end dragged from intial 9 to noon end
hais...
faced full blast from him
was rather affected by his rage
everyone abit moody
but went plaza for lunch wif one big grp
waited for enrui to join wif ben ho
then reached there saw theresa n daryl
frantically searchin for some stuff
then got to know he cut his elbow
brought them to the clinic n waited
was playin wif ben ho's guitar while waitin
hahas so fun
then had kfc for lunch
theresa, daryl, ying ying, ben ho, enrui was there
yuzhen rushed home
cheryl, laypeng, doti, sandra, joyce ate b4 us
n also went off
after tt enrui n i did homework at ljs n mos
side tracked here n there
but accomplish some maths lor
now feeling queasy about tml's oral
hmm wonder will the topic b tough
hais...
hope it will b a smooth ride
tml also got chem test
didnt study for it
give it all up to God le
may God bless me bah
'i can do all things thru Him whu gives me strength'
AMEN!

08.08.06

2006-08-08T22:56:00.000+08:00

O0o0O0o0O0o0O0o0O
HAPPI NATIONAL DAE EVE!
went sch with a joyous mood
in the spirit of celebration
was rather high especially when choir was singing
hahas
missed those daes :(
aniwae saw nice match of captain's ball
by teachers Vs students
hahas
after sch went westmall eat wif
cheryl, sherlyn, jiahui, jose, chen chuan n ben ho
later on went town without the first 2
walked until leg pain sia
first go plaza sing
then explored new cathay cineplex
followed by buyin BEN HO's GUITAR!!!
hahas haggered from 280 to 240 bucks
lucky guy... lol
we were all excited abt tryin the guitar out
but jiahui was rather pissed
when we had to walk alll the way back to orchard
hahas
but nvm we managed
reached OG rest a bit
become childish, started playin wif barbie/eyore/pokemon/etc.
realli funni
then continue our journey to heeren
yar took my first neoprint there
the machine quite gd
can manual one
slowly press shoot
hahas
had great time posing wif benho's guitar
the decoration part was fun
but i tink the results not tt gd
mayb cause we all wore red red
then pic come out abit bloody
hahas
then ventured on to takashimaya
had makan session
n chatted n experimented the guitar
muahahahaha
went home shortly after which
had a wonderful dae
thanks guys :)
it mayb the last time we go out til after prelims
so lets strive n do our veri best yeah?
and to all O'level participants readin my blog:
WARNING: THIS FEW DAES PLZ REST UR VOICE WELL FOR PREPARATION OF O'LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL!!!
counting down to O's...

07.08.06

2006-08-07T21:12:00.000+08:00

a totally unexpected dae todae
woke up hearing news of someone pass away
its actually my last time nanny de son
suddenly God struck me this thing
tt we as Christians shld share the gospel
anytime n anywhere n everywhere
for u nv know someone may juz go in an accident
n u mayb the onli Christian tt person knows
this truth realli struck me hard
was rather encouraged n motivated to share
preparing to share to some friend lar
then went sch feelin charged
but it was til maths when things took a nose dive
mdm yeo was mad at me 4 not doing tt prelim paper
then was called to take shoes
was v angry
for i had problems understandin n doin the maths alreadi
is like i m sooo dumb lar
everything forget le
do a few qns i feel sick lar
then copied lor
after dismissal rushed thru the work
unexpectedly i lost it
i rebuked her n sort of shouted across the class
was rather relieve in a wae
for my blood was boilin mad
n it was quite a release
but soon after i felt the damage it done
was told to sign beta form
n told she would called my parents
i dunno lar
was blinded by rage n fury
stormed to pass the copied work to mdm yeo
tears started to form at my eyes
n soon after i was downpouring
thrust the paper to laypeng
n ran up to cry
then was like so embarassed but sad too
dunno y i cry also
but some friends came n comforted me
THANKS! couldnt move on without u guys :)
apologised to mdm yeo after ss workshop
was like ok le lor
aniwae did maths wif enrui at bb mac
then went home
got 2nd round of "talkin" by parents
why cant adults feel the pain n toll we students go thru
argh
so to all parents out there
try n put urselves in ur children's shoes yeah?
n dun sound like u r alwaes rite
hais...
i noe i was being unChrist-like
so sorry if i made a bad impression
i was juz too angry
SORRY MDM YEO! :(

05.08.06

2006-08-05T09:29:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was a v eventful dae
hahas
started out quite high
was like singing national dae songs
then got to maths period i totally not happi
was like argh a maths e maths maths maths n more maths
hais...
goin to crumble under all the maths homework le
no time to do my other subjects
aniwae then was recess
went fill up waterbottle
saw ms lim
she cheered me up quite abit
hereby say THANKS :)
then was after sch
needed to complete eng compre
then i tink got jiahui angry
SORRY!
went behind sch makan n takeaway food
was wif theresa n ying ying
ben ho joined us later
listen to the grp doin oral practise wif ms lau
then did a teeny weeny bit of maths lor
did masterlife wif lay peng after ben ho went off
touched on sharing to others abt the gospel
hehex
yar then went westmall wif ying ying n xiaozhen after tt
had dinner wif jiening, lishan n joys too
then went mac had icecream for dessert
had a great time fellowshippin
n of course laughin n jokes by lishan

02.08.06

2006-08-02T18:06:00.000+08:00

past 2 daes passed by in a flash
was addicted to a new gba rom game
called Summon Night
introduced by enrui one
hais... i tink cannot start playin too much again
later cannot stop i jiu die le
aniwae todae felt v bad
was like diu bu qi mrs ooi
morning yishu make her fad up le
then still after sch when we do the workshop again
make her angry again
cause we go use beaker wifout her permission
she was rather mad lar :(
felt real bad
then somemore at the end i not enuf resin
she still provided me to end my product
realli wanna thanks mrs ooi
THANK YOU!
i realli tink we abit too much todae lar
hais...
aniwae was browsin blogs
then came across quite some nice stuff
read hiajing's blog then got to know FIR new album out le!!!
so calling all FIR fans, ALERT:
F.I.R NEW ALBUM OUT NOW!
yar then also read lay peng's blog
read le feel real grateful for God
whu prompted me to assist lay peng
at least she benefitted from the fridaes
i shared wif her previous sermon notes
hahas
then hor feel tt her blog realli encouraging
speaks to me lar
like real meaningful n start me tinkin
now the struggle is gettin tougher n tougher
physically, mentally n emotionally exhausted
dunno how to recuperate n charged up ley...
by God's strength bah
for the joy of the Lord is our strength :)

31.07.06

2006-07-31T20:09:00.000+08:00

LAST DAY OF JUBILANT JULY
and its gonna b ANGSTY AUGUST LE
ARGH!! TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!!
haiis... singaporean youngsters r faced wif this horrible fate of mugging studies n revisions
realli not much childhood :(
mainly gonna b busy e whole month
wif prelims ard the corner
revisions n mugging for subjects
national dae "celebration"
release of Mother Tongue O level results
O level English Oral
ben ho's birthdae :D
sis burfdae too...
reeeeali TIME FLIES!!!
arGh~~~
then todae fasted
but got tempted when go bukit panjang plaza
was like countin down to 5
crys :( we v bad hor...
sorry!
cant concentrate now =(
God plz help me *.*

28.07.06

2006-07-28T19:37:00.000+08:00

wad a nice dae
a dae i never realli get angry by anything
glad my temper subsiding
aniwae woke up at 4 todae
4 am ley
a miracle for me
but i tink it's cause i didnt finish chem notes the nite b4
moreover i didnt do quiet tym too
abit guilty lar
did 2 hours of chem notes for the test
went sch saw doti n yuzhen on bus
had class photo at 08 00 in the hall
then i realise i m the shortest guy in class
hmmm but nvm i m satisfied wif my height
but if can grow taller i dun mind :P
aniwae missed parts n parcel of english
then had horrible ss test
which i didnt prepare at all
blindly do based on memory
hope i can pass. . .
hais...
had free period of chinese
finished upon chem notes
maths also bit slack
recess stayed in class do notes
then it was the CHEM TEST!
heard it was a terribly tough test
it is definitely harder than usual
wif my aims onli on passing
notes also no use
too tricky le
first tym i no confident in scoring chem
but i proves i have much to learn :)
hahas
yar then went behind sch eat mac
was chatting happily
go thru sermon stuff wif laypeng
my prayer partner again
did quiet time together also
its realli scary how time flies
so fast fri again
realli no time to study
argh prelims nearing too
aniwae give it all up to God
jia you bah!

27.07.06

2006-07-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

when reach sch todae
sae rikun outside chem lab
then go check it out
started gettin our masterpieces out of the beakers
cause we yesterdae stayed back in sch
for the chem workshop
we were doin the polyester casting
so kool lar
do until mad
too bad mine cracked
but nvm its a gd first tym experience
hope can do another time
aniwae todae a bit sian lar
also dunno why
but not in the best spirits
hais...
tml got chem test n ss seq test
both haven study
the chem still muz prepare notes
for me it still haven exist yet
v scared no tym to do
yar so muz go start soon
tml then continue blog bah :)

25.07.06

2006-07-25T17:40:00.000+08:00

recount of past 2 daes first
23.07.06
went church do homework
then had followup wif bro ri xiang
learn alot more abt God
had bible studies on buddhism
was rather interestin to listen
but rather confusing to me mind
ying ying had headache after tt lar
aniwae went makan lunch wif cell
then did some shoppin n went home
asked mum abt mission trip
rather positive :)

24.07.06
had usual lessons
fasted for mission trip todae
cannot tahan cause to tired
went home
to not give in to my hunger
i went sleep
then onli woke up at 7 plus i tink
juz nice break fast le can have dinner
hahas
had a great quiet time
learned abt having LOVE
yar muz realli try to portray LOVE
hahas
had a strange dream lar

25.07.06
woke up quite early todae
was veri positive n happi to school
then had lessons n ss test
v excited abt tml's chem workshop
goin to do polyester casting
hope will b fun
enrui asked me go westmall wif him after sch
asked jiahui n ben ho come along
but at the end was pissed
dunno by wad lar
mood swings
also forget whu provoked le
but was like y m i alwaes the leader?
i m sick n tired of it
spiritually down
then went westmall wif the gang
but wandered of to popular
Thanks ben ho for supporting me
i know its v bad of me lar
but cant seem to control myself
was tearing here n there
calmed down in westmall
decided to go home
then negative tots attked me consistently
onli when reach bukit panjang
wif wet cheeks n swollen eyes
then i realise it could b spiritual attk
argh! first dae of ghost month jiu like tt
v cham...
too weak le... shldnt give in to moi emotions
hais... a failure on my sight
sorry ley to all who was wif me
my bad my bad
didnt do wad i shld have done
sigh
i tink God is constantly testin our faith lar
or could b the devil tryin to spoil things
especially when ur moral is boosted the dae b4
realli vulnerable to his evil tricks
but i tink God will help us out bah
yar! jiayou bah!
after a hearty long john silver's meal
cheered up quite a bit
i tink i tink too much le
tt y alwaes fall down
though i may not have a bestie
or a close buddy or pal
like it anot
but i tink i will find one sooner or later
Meanwhile Jesus is the BEST FRIEND u can ever find!
AMEN!
hahas

22.07.06

2006-07-23T09:20:00.000+08:00

early in the mornin come blog
abt ytd sat de stuff
hmm woke up early go do homework also
then i prepared cell de icebreaker
lucky most of them understood
n tink it was fun
hahas
then sermon was on fellowship
i also tink we lack in true fellowship
muz b more open n real to each other
cannot so fake le
muz also try spread the Word
cause all these extra energy wif have
due to not spreading the Gospel
make us pin point one another
hence causin conflict
aniwae goin church soon
a bit scared of followup
but may God juz b wif me
now v distracted
muz go calm meself down :(

21.07.06

2006-07-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE BIRFDAE SANDRA!!!
the one and onli prefect other than me in class
todae is also RACIAL HARMONY DAY!
woke up todae jerkfully
rather early 5:50 plus i tink
earliest recorded
aniwae went sch saw doti waitin for yuzhen
reach sch saw sooo many colors
diff ethnic costumes
mostly gurls lar
our class onli 2 guys wear
had usual lessons
n of course photo takin sessions
after decided to celebrate sandra's burfdae
went canteen then yuzhen say
she doin compo nid finish le then go
meanwhile laypeng n joyce go buy cake
stayed n chatted alot
especially suaning sherlyn
abt how she noe jiahui 4 yrs n dunno much abt her
hahas
ben ho n darren joined us eventually
so our party was at kfc
with 11 ppl namely;
sandra, joyce, laypeng,yuzhen, jiahui, sherlyn
ben, dekkai, enrui, darren n me
yars
ate kfc lunch
then sprang suprise on sandra
sang birthdae song n
ate cake in kfc behind sch
hahas
yar then had great time
did masterlife stuff wif laypeng b4 goin home
a great dae
hope tml will b fun too
i takin ice breaker
a bit nervous :(

20.07.06

2006-07-20T17:46:00.000+08:00

4 MORE MONTHS!!!~~
to u-all-know-wad
hahas
realli lookin forward to tt
since these weeks so many ppl birthdae
like so fun wif presents n all
haiz...
yar then also juz did 2nd compo in my life
which im rather sastisfied abt
then i also tink i m prone to rite stories
in animal kingdoms' perspective
hahas
aniwae todae ss workshop was gd
at least is one i can say i focused n listened
something struck me thru the workshop todae
i recalled a verse sayin "Bad company corrupts good character."
i realise wad i meant finally
it is realli scary how one's friends can influence u
u may not feel it or notice any change
but it most probably will convert ur whole self
in this new generation of teenagers
it is realli frightenin to see young kids
alreadi smokin drinkin n doing all sort of stuff
which they are not meant to do
peer pressure plays an important role in our era
it can either make u or break u
juz like water, got chinese sayin
'water can carry boats but can also flood ships'
youngster nowadaes shld b careful of who they mix ard wif
n for now i tink we shld mix ard wif some ppl
ppl whu are workin hard in strivin a gd result
so tt we mayb influenced n thus enablin us a gd atmosphere to study
its crucial time we decide on to work or no to
b weary of ppl who r pullin u down
and get into the mood of studyin n mugging
i wish everyone all the best for ur preparations
and may God's grace be upon us :)

18.07.06

2006-07-18T19:04:00.000+08:00

woke up wif a splitting headache
feeling feverish n totally uncomfortable
it makes me realli think tt i m unhealthy
totally unhealthy
falling sick tt easily is realli bad
is this a sign i m abt to die?
aniwaes i give it all up to God le
todae was late for sch again
argh got caught
sian lar
mdm yeo dampened my spirits even more
sayin nid to issue me a beta form
hais...
totally bad bad bad dae
was so exhausted tt i tink most of the lessons
are all lost in my mind
cant absorb much in todae
giddy wif migrains [i tink it is spelt this wae]
4 periods of maths todae
totally crazy!
did detention after sch wif enrui
got back ez link card
todae Power Rangers Ninja Storm finale
it was a nice ending
love it when Cam wore tt black yukata
it is soo kool
onli gd thing tt happened todae...

17.07.06

2006-07-17T19:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPI BURFDAE LI SHANX!!!
moi beloved ACGL burfdae
and also was O level MT listening compre
had physics practical
then bio was sucky
cause abt 57% of the class no do/bring practical
so erm was called to stand behind class
so pathetic lar
a teacher onli manage to control half the class
haiz...
*failure*
aniwae was feelin super rebellious
but i m suppressing moi anger
then maths lesson also ppl stand
but luckily did it the dae b4
so got the luxury to sit
the listening compre is kool
was juz from classical 92 FM radio station
luv the musics
makes me relax n calm
yar the tests was ok lor
noe got a few wrong
but i m juz lucky i completed it
fell asleep after bathe when i went home
so tired lar
was awoken abruptly by i-dunno-wad
pissed cause missed more than half of prns again
argh tml last episode le
MUZ WATCH!!!
yar then sort of angry wif mum for not wakin me up
SORRY MUM!
then saw she bought dinner
even though she nid to rush out
touched... crys
realli thankful tt God allow my mum to b my mum
grateful for all u have done in my life :)

16.07.06

2006-07-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

todae woke up rather early
wanted to clock as much time as possible
since me last week didnt reach 15 hrs
but still dragged to quite late
b4 i reach bt mac n start doing work
did onli half an hour b4 bible studies
was late for bs then ran to church
hahas
pastor daniel was the speaker
go thru things like cults
was rather interestin
but me headache le
when leaving got to noe not doin followup wif joys le
abit sad lar
but nvm i tink God has a plan
hopefully
yar then v negative
also dunno y
broke down in tears on bus
nowadaes v frequently cry
but alwaes is short showers
like the raincloud juz move pass
hais...
then went westmall got yingying specs
we 3, ying n mei yee go mac do homework
time went by beri beri fast
we do work from 4 to 9 ley
of course we lots of distractions n stuff in btw
was a bit stressed up in the last min
cause didnt achieve much
went home quite late le
yar so was a hectic dae
but can sae tt i actually clocked 4 1/2 hours bah
wad an achievement :P

15.07.06

2006-07-15T09:01:00.000+08:00

todae didnt want to wake up one
was like still owe 5 hrs of study lar
argh!
was emotionally n spiritually down
hate the feeling
managed to squeeze in 1 hr b4 church
then was reluctant to go one
but i m blessed tt i decide to go eventually
was pumped up by the praise n worship
lucky me tt i m able to rebounce back tt quickly
the service was POWER!
realli felt God's presence lar
it was strong
then had a sermon by bro ri xiang on pray in faith
realli learn alot more
then dinner le we celebrated li shan's burfdae
then was realli great to see most ppl back
hope everyweek will b so many ppl
hahas
yar so let us all grow spiritually strong
even when we fall we muz climb back up fast
jia you orh all! :D

14.07.06

2006-07-14T08:41:00.000+08:00

yoyoz
kk recap wad happened on fri
hmmm one blast of a dae
was truly awesome
had ss lessons goin thru sbq
then chinese lesson 'playin' wif the teacher
quite slack also lar
then was CHEMISTRY
hahas was mcq test
so kool lar at last got sec 3 n 4 de test le
was ok bah
i onli scared later some ppl results better than me
hahas
yar aniwae after sch completed summary
cause forget nid to do
then shared wif lay peng everything on sat
so shiok lar
was rather happi can share at last
then ate in sch
but dunno y also not hungry
then i tot of this verse
Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.
hahas so mayb was filled up by the word lor
yar then on the bus to Republic poly
was suddenly down
dunno y lar
mayb is some ppl problem
or mayb its juz me lor
hate bus ridessssss
crys alwaes neglected
n feeling of remorse n lonliness will overpower me
haiz...
aniwae luckily was high juz b4 reachin
was singin national dae songs
hahas thanks turt :) daryl u too
the shallow pool is quite kool
can make u seem standin on water
hahas
then the whole campus aircon n so high tech
though still renovatin but v nice
spacious also hahas
yar the lecture was not bad lar
learn quite some stuff
we went off to cwp after tt
one whole gang; 12 ppl rite?
yar then erm went foodcourt eat
4 of them wanted watch movie
so at the end the rest of us went neoprint
quite fun lar
aniwae shopped abit here n there
jiahui bought a water bottle n disc holder
then sherlyn n cheryl ps us halfway
left 5 of us cc liu, jiahui, ben ho n da da
then dada ps us go find other ppl
aniwae we saw ying ying n gang halfwae
then jiahui they all wanna go home
so i joined ying gang leaving them to go home
then doti, yu zhen, ying n me go neoprint lor
so fun lar too bad alvin didnt join us
hahas so ke lian alone wait outside
the machine is huge can hold sooooo many ppl
highly recommand it to ppl whu take np
then went home lor
waited quite long for bus
then is was home sweet home :)

on the bus, i nth beta to do so it starts
photo taking frenzy... muahahaha

mdm yeo sternly on the bus

the rest of the class

the 4 beauties n a nice water feature
but a ugly construction site as background
btw its the unfinished republic poly site

see the wave of the palm trees; so kool rite?
didnt noe singapore got vegetation like tt

the fellowship of the three musketeers
and they found civilisation! sign of MRT!

on the way home wif the panjangers
the onli successful shot on the jerky bus
cute pig *oink*

13.07.06

2006-07-13T17:37:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeee back from ss workshop
forget to tok abt it the last time
so nice lar the teacher
mrs xavier rite?
hahas yar then she look lots like neha
then she teach v nice
v friendly n approachable
todae got lots of things happen
recess when do the masterlife thingy
was like walk here walk there
then at the end settled at the staircase
so funni lar
then did memory verses
wif laypeng n ying ying
yar then was stoopid bio practicals
sian diao lar
mrs quek not happi wif me
(as if i v happi wif her like tt)
aniwaes was eatin a raw strip of potato
part of the experiment
hahas actually i also everytime like tt one mar
onli this time she caught
*bleahx* i also not v gd student mar
haiz... spoiled moi mood entirely
but the dae still ok lar :D
yar then tml got Chemistry test
muahhaha all MCQ but is sec 3 n 4 work
shld b okay bah... jiayou
cannot b tooo complacent
yar then muz study later
tml got lots of plans
goin RP then goin out after tt
shld b a fun filled dae tml
lookin forward
juz hope no more mood spoilers
God blesses :)

12/07/06

2006-07-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

yoz back in action
hahas 2 dae no use com le
aniwae this daes realli workin hard
bu xiang yi qian de myself
forcin moiself to do 3 hours of study
every single dae til O levels
argh muz realli push myself to do tt
somemore nid clockin 15 hrs study mar
but nehmind is all for our own good
jia you bahs
yar then todae PE darn fun
but super exhausted
long time nv play so xiong le
can feel my lungs pumpin n hittin my back
pain searin thruout moi body
but its all so FUN
we played powerball instead of baseball
at 1st tot will v sian
but it was AWESOME!
hahas our team came in 3rd
not bad alreadi for our team
since we not all good players mar includin moiself
not like the winning team all so sporty one
then 2nd team all tall tall one
kk muz lose wif pride
hahas not findin excuses
yar aniwae went westmall mac after sch
saw ying ying do followup
v inspired by her lor
can realli conduct the bible study well
hope one dae i will have moi own disciple
then can teach moi sheeps
MEH!
then did half an hour juz now
now left 2 1/2 hours jia you bah
thank God for answering moi prayers
i m truly blessed :)

10/07/06

2006-07-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

haiz... bad bad dae
todae go sch almost late
n somemore it was drizzlin i tink
then nid run all way up to class
*pant*
i sure nid some exercise
any suggestions?
hahas anywae eng started bad
cause didnt do work
all because of moi laziness
argh y cant i help but change
crys :(
aniwae cannot le
from now on muz do 2hrs study everydae
nono is 2.5 hrs
IF NOT CANNOT GO SNL
sad :( crys
*sob**sob*
but its a gd thing yeah?
so dun tok too much
LETS DO WORK
WORK FOR ANOTHER FOUR MONTHS!
jia you! everyone work hard!

09/07/06

2006-07-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

haiz....
felt like i wasted 24hrs
woke up at the wrong side of bed i guess
felt sian, bored, nth better to do
was like sian late again
was 1 when i woke up lae
shld wake by 10 one argh!
so pissed wif moi self
then didnt go study wif the rest of kairos
sad lar... knew it was goin to b a bad dae
was like dunno wad to do
no mood to do anything at all
argh!!! hate this feeling
irksome, irritated, insane feeling
sigh.... wad can i do?
prelims comin le
can feel pressure n tension
but WHY CANT I JUZ START WORKIN!!!
bloody devil
temptations of computer, tv, etc.
argh...
i muz make sure i from now on
regardless wadeva circumstances
muz still study! even if i m alone
but can i sustain it?
haiz... realli scared but juz cant seem to do it
crys :(
somemore now church implementing 15 hrs
need study 15 hrs b4 u can go service
is like almost impossible lar
argh! mayb first time will have onli 50 ppl go?
haiz... but it's for our own good lar hor?
but but but me cant seem to do it
study 15hr = 2.5 hrs per dae
then sat can rest...
can i do it?
muz realli rely on God's strength
but i dunno ley...
super unsure n uncertain of moiself
too much complains le
sigh......
its juz 4 more MONTHS!!!
I CAN DO IT ONE!!!
JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

08/07/06

2006-07-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

woke up todae as usual ard 10+
after breakfast n pokemon
helped mum mopped floor
long time no help out le
hahas
aniwae family went out for lunch
didnt go cause late le
rushed to Bt Timah mac
had followup wif joys
did 2 chapters :)
then did memory verse card for cell
handache but noe le cannot write
so i tink stick to joys suggestion
write one n photocopy :)
hahas
yar then had nice cell tym
sermon was rather refreshing
abt the Word of God
somemore is by sis wanping
the dae was generally ok lor
but losing moi voice le
coughin awae now n then
then on the way home
suddenly felt down
was like dunno y but sad lor
haiz...
hate this kind of stuff
emotion roller coasters
argh hate the feeling :(

07/07/06

2006-07-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

not a pleasant 2 daes
fell sick
was like feverish
blocked nose, flu
cough, sore throat
headaches, stomaches
all in one lor
terrible feeling
luckily feelin much better now
much much better after some medication
n i guess God is great in healin too :)
got a talk from the deans
abt prelims n o level n stuff
makes us all so tense up lar
then is like 8 weeks to prelims
after which got a few weeks go thru papers
then mock exams, followed by study leave
n long last THE BIG Os
yar then prom nite also settle le
30 bucks onli :D
was tinkin it to b like 60 plus
sch v gd subsidies the other 30 bucks
so excited lar
realli hope whole class attends
then can have photos after photos
take until shiok shiok :)
n wif teachers too YEAH!
hope will have a gd memory
but for now muz mugg for exams
now i can onli sadly sae
i m ready for onli a subject
n tt is chem; i guess
cannot overconfident also :P
realli scared wif a blink of an eye it will b all too late
afraid of wad is to come after secondary sch life
too many unknown to venture out
wad will moi jc-life b like
will history repeat itself time n again
will i make the same old mistakes
realli confused n vexed sometimes
haiz... for now muz quickly recover
n get ready to sprint n finish off beautifully
the last leg of moi secondary sch race!

05/07/06

2006-07-05T18:40:00.000+08:00

woosh! argh! yeah!
hahas
erm todae hmm not bad a dae lar
didnt study for physics test
haiz...
cant wait to see how horrible my results can get
aniwae had PE todae
realli gettin to like baseball
so kool lar
PAU!!! n the soft ball goes woosh into the air
then run run run n more running
home base then HOMERUN!!!
hahas
but bad luck for me
everytime i play also either get caught at homebase
makin me never gettin homerun
or it will b cause no more space then get forced out
sadded :(
but its a great game
yar aniwae then chemistry practical todae was argh
so many things to do lar
although still same a VA n a QA
its like got new things
flame tests... the color changin is nice
but waste too much time
at the end no time do the rest of QA
haiz... realli hope got more chance to practise
realli lookin forward to A level CHEMISTRYT!!!
hope can get into a JC offering H3 CHEM
then muz ace in chem
hahas jia you bah!
yar then a few of us stayed back
after physics extra lessons
then keep tokin to mr quek
hahas v fun; can hear alot of stuff
then went home watch ... ... ...
U GUESSED IT
Power Rangers Go Ninja Storm!!!
yar todae de episode too nice
too kool to leave it out of my blog
title is Shimazu Returns, Part 2
love it when the green ranger is the main character for the dae
then Cam, green samurai ranger, went find new power
cause got this monster wolfblade then they keep on cant defeat
so Cam went to find this new weapon
using the other rangers' power disc
meanin the other rangers cant morph
he needed the disc to open an ancient portal
got this new weapon, Lightning Riff Blaster.
he then uses it to summon the Mighty Mammoth Zord,
which combines with the Megazord to destroy Wolfblade.
so kool lar
graphics not bad
got to see the other side of Cam
since he alwaes v quiet one
realli funni to see him playin guitar
hahas
yar to conclude: I LOVE GREEN!!!

NATURE POWER!

2006-07-04T19:23:00.000+08:00

kk the following is for wagwag
hahas
love nature lar
both of us
juz nice also is greenery
yar so erm abt nature
NATURE
1. The material world and its phenomena.
2. The forces and processes that produce and control all the phenomena of the material world: the laws of nature.
3. The world of living things and the outdoors: the beauties of nature.
4. A primitive state of existence, untouched and uninfluenced by civilization or artificiality: couldn't tolerate city life anymore and went back to nature.
5. Theology Humankind's natural state as distinguished from the state of grace.
6. A kind or sort: confidences of a personal nature.
7. The essential characteristics and qualities of a person or thing: "She was only strong and sweet and in her nature when she was really deep in trouble" Gertrude Stein.
8. The fundamental character or disposition of a person; temperament: "Strange natures made a brotherhood of ill" Percy Bysshe Shelley.
9. The natural or real aspect of a person, place, or thing.
10. The processes and functions of the body.

yar so erm lets introduce some natural pics into moi blog bah
hahas yupp ttz all for now :)

04/07/06

2006-07-04T19:10:00.000+08:00

bad dae bad dae
sore throat, feverish, feelin sick
totally not well
argh juz hate this kinda daes
haiz...
aniwae went sch had lessons as usual
lazi to go into details
yar then brought the bk Masterlife
let lay peng see
dunno y but got feelin muz assist her
she so ke lian lar cant go church
but i guess the opposition is gd indeed
so i tink i shld help her
update her on stuff ongoin in church
hahas hope it will b fruitful
yar then erm ben ho is v gd todae
saw him give cards to ppl ard us
he also v xi xin lar
so good lor... me also not tt gd
muz change to encourage everyone
not onli ppl i m close to
yar n ying ying also gave a piece of tissue
n of course her words on it
hahas
yar then went for UNSW maths thingy
was like headache
realli juz lettin time pass n get over it
no mood realli
rushed home for power rangers
nice episode todae
then chatted wif ben ho
makes me realli think abt wad i have been doin
muz realli fan xing moiself
haiz... realli not up to standard
tml still got physics test
for now i guess i muz rest :(

03/07/06

2006-07-03T19:06:00.000+08:00

I JUZ CANT STAND IT ANYMORE
argh!!!
stoopid lar
moi house there de field got ppl burn stuff
like festival for their idols
keep burnin stuff n drummin awae
noise n air pollution lar
i wonder y they belief their gods want them to burn stuff
isnt it destroyin earth?
haiz...
make me feel sick lar...
no mood do work
like spiritual attk mayb it is
aniwae tryin hard to do work
but cant settle down
so went makan lunch at mac todae
went wif sis to bpp
saw a lot of ppl there
yishu n rebekah was @ mac too
i tink i eat too much fastfood thesedaes
haiz... muz realli change moi eatin habits
aniwae went window shop abit
went popular then saw lester
my sis n i stayed there quite long
then find stuff to buy
at the end went home
started on A maths
then went sleep
haiz now wake up le bad mood
super sian diao
muz quickly go bathe
dampen moi risin heat in body
mayb start on ss later
cannot use com le
so blog til here bah :)

02/07/06

2006-07-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

hmm todae went out do homework
sae go JE library do
but i meet them later on
cause i woke up late
then the wae we meet v funnni
was like goin up the escalator
then they comin down
like the movie "Turn left, Turn right"
hahas
aniwae they wanted eat lunch
so pei ying n doti the 2 of them
ate long john silver
then continued study
didnt do much
keep talkin n gossipin
couldnt concentrate lar
haiz...
did some maths qns
at the end someone suggested to stop
then go lot 1 take np
super high lar tt doti
hahas
keep takin photos wif their cam
was no v good mood though
high abit here n there
not fully high
sorry for dampenin the mood :(
HERES A COMIC STRIP TO BRIGHTEN THINGS UP:

waitin suspiciously for unexpecting naiive gurls

one of them whu got tricked onto bus cause of food

saw something tt was not suposed to b seen

got kidnapped for their curiousity

kidnapper got beaten up after the gurls broke lose
BASH!

muahahaha... no one can escape moi claws

THE END

was on war wif the devil todae
like wad bro ri xiang said
muz b prepared lor
realli cautious of moi tots
may God's grace b upon me :)
jiayou bah!

01/07/06

2006-07-01T23:09:00.000+08:00

WOW july le...
crys prelims draw nearer
9 weeks left
CHIONG AR!!!
hahas

todae woken up by mum
cause goin watch Superman Returns
@ plaza singapura coz got free tickets
then sis came home late
almost late for show
the movie was ok lor
not realli worth the money bah
but its free so erm ok lor
left wif cousin cecelia
then went beach road to makan lunch
was like hmm familiar place
mayb in tv or dream got c b4 bah
then they keep sayin beach road is buy ns stuff de gd place
i was like erm ok...
hahas
but actually ns also not too far awae
start to worry abit
then rushed to church for cell
didnt want to go at first
but i m glad i did go
cried during prayer request
relieved i let out everything
had a great sermon on discipleship
excited abt new series Masterlife
then had superb dinner
though abit dry but simply love spaghetti so no matter wad also nice
somemore long time nv eat le :P
after which had talk wif bro rixiang
realli scared one at first
but i m glad i did talked
realli hope will have breakthrus :)
jia you bah!
God indeed is GREAT!
Thank God for everything
He has done in moi life!
its amazin how God works

a great start to the month of JULY!
may God grace be upon me n
may God bless everyone i noe :)

color-updated...

2006-06-30T23:49:00.000+08:00

hahas...
decided to inject color into moi blog
since its too grey at times
yar added GREEN if anione noticed
added v few parts
insignificant borders n scroll bars
slight changes hope u guys like it
Y green, some may ask?
cause i currently intoxicated by the color GREEN!

GREEN meaning
1. The hue of that portion of the visible spectrum lying between yellow and blue, evoked in the human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 490 to 570 nanometers; any of a group of colors that may vary in lightness and saturation and whose hue is that of the emerald or somewhat less yellow than that of growing grass; one of the additive or light primaries; one of the psychological primary hues.
2. Something green in color.
3. greens Green growth or foliage, especially:
a. The branches and leaves of plants used for decoration.
b. Leafy plants or plant parts eaten as vegetables.
4. A grassy lawn or plot, especially:
a. A grassy area located usually at the center of a city or town and set aside for common use; a common.
b. Sports A putting green.
5. greens A green uniform: "a young . . . sergeant in dress greens" Nelson DeMille.
6. Slang Money.
7. Green A supporter of a social and political movement that espouses global environmental protection, bioregionalism, social responsibility, and nonviolence.
green·er, green·est
1. Of the color green.
2. Abounding in or covered with green growth or foliage: the green woods.
3. Made with green or leafy vegetables: a green salad.
4. Characterized by mild or temperate weather: a green climate.
5. Youthful; vigorous: at the green age of 18.
6. Not mature or ripe; young: green tomatoes.
7. Brand-new; fresh.
8. Not yet fully processed, especially:
a. Not aged: green wood.
b. Not cured or tanned: green pelts.
9. Lacking training or experience.
10.
a. Lacking sophistication or worldly experience; naive.
b. Easily duped or deceived; gullible.
11. Having a sickly or unhealthy pallor indicative of nausea or jealousy, for example.
12.
a. Beneficial to the environment: green recycling policies.
b. Favoring or supporting environmentalism: green legislators who strengthened pollution controls.

GREEN phrases

be green about/around the gills (humorous)
to look ill, as if you are going to vomit. He was out drinking last night, was he? I thought he looked a bit green about the gills this morning.

be green with envy
to wish very much that you had something that another person has. Sharon's going off to the south of France for three weeks and we're all green with envy.

get the green light
give someone/something the green light - to give permission for someone to do something or for something to happen. As soon as we get the green light from the council we'll start building.

give someone/something the green light
to give permission for someone to do something or for something to happen. They've just been given the green light to build two new supermarkets in the region.

the green-eyed monster (humorous)
the feeling of being jealous. Do you think his criticisms of Jack are valid or is it just a case of the green-eyed monster?

green-fingered (British & Australian, American)
have green fingers - to be good at keeping plants healthy and making them grow. There's plenty of rainfall from winter through to early spring, which makes it popular with green-fingered gardeners.

have green fingers (British & Australian, American)
to be good at keeping plants healthy and making them grow. I'm afraid I don't have green fingers. I've killed every plant I've ever owned. I was just admiring your beautiful plants, Helen. You must have a green thumb.

the rub of the green (mainly British)
if you have the rub of the green, you have good luck, especially in a sports competition. This player hasn't had the rub of the green in the last few tournaments.

resource:http://www.thefreedictionary.com/

GREEN green ...

30/06/06

2006-06-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz! these few daes slept late
but dunno y still not super exhausted yet
mayb is God's strength bah
aniwae had a nice schedule todae
feel fridaes r alwaes the best
wif the fewest lessons n ends the earliest
hahas
loved chem lesson! finish syllabus le
can concentrate on practisin papers le
YEAH!
aniwaes at first wanted to go orchard wif ben
was like abit reluctant at first
cause nid go home change n stuff
then after sch ended was abit moody
waited for quite some time for ppl
say wan go makan one
at the end wait here wait there
but i guess it tests my patience
n simply i have none :(
aniwae went kfc behind sch
was wif laypeng, joyce n sandra
gd time chattin then ben ho joined
he last min sae got tuition
abit shocked but its okay lor
then we started chattin abt God n stuff
rather interestin
get to hear lots of stuff i nv heard b4
shld have more of these type of outings :)
aniwae laypeng n i continued after the rest left
went mac do homework
decided on doin CHEMISTRY!
yeah! then sidetracked abit
keep tokin n sharin
can sae we bonded quite abit lar hor :)
yar then completed the homework lor
quite sastisfied since mi whole holidaes nv did much
mon sch holidae
but not holidae 4 me; muz work hard to catch up my hmwk
rush a maths n ss
long weekend ahead :)
God blesses :D

29/06/06

2006-06-29T17:16:00.000+08:00

was a rather short dae todae
since we can leave at 1 40
cause of MT O level Oral
hmm it was a bit nervous lor
was like last minute prayers outside the hall
then was ok ok for me
then til i at the teachers there le then i panic
like stuttering n shivering
haiz...
if can get b3 i super happy le
distinction seem to drifted abit more further
but gd thing is todae in class quite fun
keep talkin
especially bio lessons
after quek left
then was like havin fun
was a gd dae after all :)

after thoughts ...

2006-06-29T17:00:00.000+08:00

chatted abit on the way home wif ying ying
juz a few after thoughts lor
like suddenly i keep thinkin of stuff
is like i wanted to consolidate my mind
want to saturate it wif wad i m thinkin
how i wish we can pluck out brains
then slowly view our mind n arrange anyhow
something like a pensieve : Harry Potter
anywae was like thinkin something i tot long ago
all of the below i m tokin generally nth specific
i tink gurls are the more preferable species of man
is like gurls r easier to phantom
guys r so erm difficult to handle
then also gurls click easily like 1,2,3!
n can forget abt grudges n change their temper almost instantly
n gals alwaes have friends to talk to
is like surely got gd friends to chat
for guys its like erm sexist
see gurls also scared
then guys r all critical abt ppl
they also nv forget wad u did to them
most guys thinks chattin is a waste of time
n thus less friends are made
n bonds btw friends r weaker
is like most guys tink talkin is gay or something
gurls are more reasonable n emotional
gals r much more understandin n caring
boiis r juz plain boring
i duno but tts how i feel
got tink how it is like to b a gal
i guess it will b less torturous for me bah
haiz... life now juz erm cant seem to work for me lor
finding ppl to pour out ur soul is juz tough
do they call ppl like tt soulmates?
anywae is like no ppl will wanna hear
wadeva u wanna say lar
ppl nowadaes r juz too self-centered to bother
i m tryin to b more understandin n feel more for ppl
but as i try my best to change
i get to feel tt ppl r realli too selfish
y cant ppl juz openup n take note of wad is happening ard them
is like nth on earth tt happens is their buisness
y r the youths these daes horrible
juz cant get it :(
-suffering in silence-

28/06/06

2006-06-28T00:24:00.000+08:00

okay semester officially started
all subjects all continued like b4
cant realli catch up at first
like still holidae mood
haiz
but nevertheless finally caught up le
study study study
now also startin revision le
then realise totally time not enuf
like 10 weeks left to prelims
then mock exams
then jiu O LEVEL!!!
my gosh
totally unexpected...
hmmm stressed up? i guess
last lap of the race le
shld i sprint? haiz
but tired ley
may i find rest in God :)
anywae dunno y todae suddenly talk abt future
at wad age can we work
when we can go overseas together 4 holidaes
hmm rather interestin
but first O level yeah? :P
argh cant seem to picture me graduatin soon
it's like daes onli since i got into 3e1 sittin in front of turt
n peekin ard seein tt most ppl r from former 2e3
and it seemed like a few weeks ago onli
when i get to know enrui, yongda, etc.
n have gd times wif friends
then it seemed like onli a couple of months ago
when i was frightened by stares of fierce jiahui
n like juz got to know i m posted into BBSS
haiz... time flies like nobody cares
realli scary... grrrr
btw its late
n MT oral is tml
realli anxious n nervous abt it
hope it to b over soon
but at same time scared of the process
may God's grace b upon me tml :)

26/06/06

2006-06-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

SCH REOPENS ARGGH!!!
hate it some more on mon
mondae blues
nono shld b grey
dun like blue color
hahas
aniwaes had total double periods todae
so sian
bad mood
mood swing
haiz
oh yar b4 i forget
HAPPY BURFDAE KHINE :)
then after sch pon maths trainin
to go watch movie wif khine n gang
enrui, dek kai, daryl, theresa, jill n philip went
hmm rushed to JP on taxis
then choose to watch R.V.
quite funni lor
erm but still tink not worth 7 dollars
hahas at least She's the man is nicer :P
then had headache til now
currently feelin moody
k lar i tink go rest first
but the thought of piles of unfinished buisness
makes my head throb goin BOOM BOOM BOOM!
bad start of new semester
but no time to lose
time i against us :(
crys no choice but to work work n work
k lar realli gtg head pain ^^

25/06/06

2006-06-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

Happy birthdae jie ning!
congratulations on being born again in Christ
hahas
first time see ppl gettin baptised
so kool lar gettin into the water
real hope i can get baptise soon too
hahas
anywae got out to do homework todae
did miserably little
haiz
tml sch reopen sia
real hope there is breakthrus
this next half of the year
muz jia you le
can see moi subjects all failin me
do maths, do chem plenty of qns dunno how to do lar
is either moi brain failin me or the qns too tough
but i rather belief the problem lies wif me
so i can IMPROVE!!!
hahas
then dunno y got weird feelin todae
after gettin out of church
like empty feelin
dunno lar mayb juz hu shi luan xiang
may God bless n give me grace this new semester :)